TomathonClancy
Ugly Curry
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- Joined
- May 1, 2018
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I'm sorry for all these posts tonight, but things have been getting worse and worse, and today's just a bad day in general. I had friends bringing up garbage from the past and using it as leverage on me over and over (I went to New York with a friend, he wanted to bring some girl and I said I didn't care since I was just going to play Smash Bros. and didn't invite anyone else I knew at the time since I was pissed at all of them and not talking to the, because they kept on forcing me to stop practicing my religion and fasting, and constantly told me I wasn't an incel and everything I said was fabricated). I told them I regretted whatever I did in the past (I really did, I was third wheeled the entire time), but they kept bringing this crap up over and over again. They've been doing this for nearly a week by this point, so I ended up screaming at them to the point where my roommate had to ask what was wrong.
I told him to talk to me after I went to the gym and calmed down, but he wouldn't let me move. I told him no one, not him nor my parents nor anyone else, understood anything about me. I've been mocked and ridiculed my entire life, treated like a joke, and I wasn't going to let someone saying "I care about your problems" bother me. I told him to just get lost, and he got upset and left, saying he'd go tutor some female friend. I told him "whatever" and left.
The gym's gonna close soon right now, but I'm in such a bad mood I just can't work out. Regardless I have to leave and get some air. Today's been a bad day, and I'm just glad you're all here. I love you guys (no homo).
I told him to talk to me after I went to the gym and calmed down, but he wouldn't let me move. I told him no one, not him nor my parents nor anyone else, understood anything about me. I've been mocked and ridiculed my entire life, treated like a joke, and I wasn't going to let someone saying "I care about your problems" bother me. I told him to just get lost, and he got upset and left, saying he'd go tutor some female friend. I told him "whatever" and left.
The gym's gonna close soon right now, but I'm in such a bad mood I just can't work out. Regardless I have to leave and get some air. Today's been a bad day, and I'm just glad you're all here. I love you guys (no homo).