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I had reached a point in life when many things like growth were important to me, but, I've decided that, it's really out of my control at this point + nothing ever really happens
To want to be an ltn as a sub 4 sub 5, it's honestly stupid I'm realizing now, cause you can want something all you want
The saddest part about research is realizing you can't do anything. You can hear about kids starving and people getting tortured, you can learn about these things but the worst realization at the end is you can't do shit.
You can learn about men getting tortured but you can't somehow undo that torture like, that just doesn't work. It's done. It's over. But you can however, retaliate.
At this point in my life, I accept who I am. Who I always will be.
The rage is still inside me tho. Don't get it twisted.
I am very special, in the sense that I am unique. I can see things other people can't because they're not in the same position as me. The same way a poor person knows what it's like to be poor. As they say, "you ain't about that life". It's black and white.
I have to accept, not everyone can do everything. Not everyone can be anything. Not everyone even gets to. But, no one forgets, and I hope that stays with everyone reading.
To want to be an ltn as a sub 4 sub 5, it's honestly stupid I'm realizing now, cause you can want something all you want
The saddest part about research is realizing you can't do anything. You can hear about kids starving and people getting tortured, you can learn about these things but the worst realization at the end is you can't do shit.
You can learn about men getting tortured but you can't somehow undo that torture like, that just doesn't work. It's done. It's over. But you can however, retaliate.
At this point in my life, I accept who I am. Who I always will be.
The rage is still inside me tho. Don't get it twisted.
I am very special, in the sense that I am unique. I can see things other people can't because they're not in the same position as me. The same way a poor person knows what it's like to be poor. As they say, "you ain't about that life". It's black and white.
I have to accept, not everyone can do everything. Not everyone can be anything. Not everyone even gets to. But, no one forgets, and I hope that stays with everyone reading.
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