People cope about "teenage love" being underrated - drama, emotion, tension, and so on. "It's not worth it"
But nothing, nothing will compensate the feeling of pride and joy that comes from being a teenager among your friendgroup and having a young girl that is yours for the keeping.
Think about it - a nice girl that many fall for, but you get her all for yourself. Her body whom nobody is allowed to touch or even see completely, is yours for your pleasure. You can experience her whenever you want, feel her, play with her, make love to her, whenever you want. Her personality, her emotions, everything that she is, is all yours. While many other of your friends may struggle with teenage awkwardness, you have this wonderful thing in your life that allows you to release all that anxiety and tension sexually - all that worry, all that stress, all the uneasiness about the future, you growing older, and having to take on responsibility, all of that melts your heart, and brings you joy.
Think of the serotonin that sets you up for the rest of your life that this gives you. All the repressed sexual emotions you can get out off the bat with someone whom you can experience with, in their most fertile prime. The feeling that you have conquered something nobody else has come close to.
You will never experience that ever in your life.
Even if you manage to betabux and find a girl later in your life, she isn't yours. She views you nothing more than a cold calculation. You won't cheat, you are okay enough, your income is okay you can be shown off to her girlfriends with no problem. Worst, you are person no. 20, at least.
There is no real thrill, accomplishment, or meaning in finding some used up woman who settles for you because what accomplishment is that? Congratulations, you get to have kids now. Enjoy having 0 free time to enjoy anything, dealing with a nagging bitch of a wife who lost any semblance of attractiveness she once had, spending all your valuable free time trying to budget for kids, spend time with kids, etc. Any fun or excitement you had in your life is now gone. Enjoy the suffering of living with someone who doesn't love you and raising kids who take up your time, energy, and money, who will likely become incelly spergs themselves and either kill themselves, resent you, or shoot up a school.
I'm in my mid 20s and these thoughts makes me existentially numb and void to everything. I got extremely drunk and ate really unhealthy today, and I'm in my apartment alone, crying.
But nothing, nothing will compensate the feeling of pride and joy that comes from being a teenager among your friendgroup and having a young girl that is yours for the keeping.
Think about it - a nice girl that many fall for, but you get her all for yourself. Her body whom nobody is allowed to touch or even see completely, is yours for your pleasure. You can experience her whenever you want, feel her, play with her, make love to her, whenever you want. Her personality, her emotions, everything that she is, is all yours. While many other of your friends may struggle with teenage awkwardness, you have this wonderful thing in your life that allows you to release all that anxiety and tension sexually - all that worry, all that stress, all the uneasiness about the future, you growing older, and having to take on responsibility, all of that melts your heart, and brings you joy.
Think of the serotonin that sets you up for the rest of your life that this gives you. All the repressed sexual emotions you can get out off the bat with someone whom you can experience with, in their most fertile prime. The feeling that you have conquered something nobody else has come close to.
You will never experience that ever in your life.
Even if you manage to betabux and find a girl later in your life, she isn't yours. She views you nothing more than a cold calculation. You won't cheat, you are okay enough, your income is okay you can be shown off to her girlfriends with no problem. Worst, you are person no. 20, at least.
There is no real thrill, accomplishment, or meaning in finding some used up woman who settles for you because what accomplishment is that? Congratulations, you get to have kids now. Enjoy having 0 free time to enjoy anything, dealing with a nagging bitch of a wife who lost any semblance of attractiveness she once had, spending all your valuable free time trying to budget for kids, spend time with kids, etc. Any fun or excitement you had in your life is now gone. Enjoy the suffering of living with someone who doesn't love you and raising kids who take up your time, energy, and money, who will likely become incelly spergs themselves and either kill themselves, resent you, or shoot up a school.
I'm in my mid 20s and these thoughts makes me existentially numb and void to everything. I got extremely drunk and ate really unhealthy today, and I'm in my apartment alone, crying.
