(By the way, this is my first post and I will write it with translation because my English is not enough to write) I heard about this form for the first time from a YouTube video, I don't remember which video it was, I am extremely shy and autistic and I thought people hated me, but I didn't think I was that ugly. People were not bad towards me, but they were not good either, they were indifferent towards me, as if I didn't exist but even if I went to them and just wanted to talk, I could understand from their attitude and actions that they did not want me there. However, I left a small margin to wonder if I was wrong or whether the problem was my character or things like that. As I saw myself in most of the Trucell posts, I gradually realized that I think I am one of the trucells or incel in denial. I looked at other subreddits on reddit, but I really thought you were one of them. You were right, the advice they gave is so stupid, so absurd and meaningless that I got angry while reading it, it's always the same useless delusional advice "just take a shower bro, your personalty is the problem" only you understand what I'm going through, after taking the black pill and leaving religion I felt empty and deceived. I'm in a depression and I don't know what to do, I've been reading what you write on this forum all day long, I enjoy sharing the same pain with people but I hate myself for being happy to it, I'm sorry if I've pissed anyone off, I just want to belong somewhere too (I'm in my early 20s)
