azakhan
OG failure
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when I was 12 I become very autistic and I stopped giving a fuck about eating healthy and sport and because of that my body is fucked forever
i also spent most of my time in front of cumputer which fucked up my spine and eyesight
i know they were my personal decisions and i have free will but I was just a kid
maybe if my single mother didnt spend all her time in work and college (which didn't give her anything, she makes the same amount of money as people who only finisehd middleschool ) she would spend more time with me and I wouldn't look like that
maybe if my father gave a shit about me when I was a kid i wouldnt have so many health and mental problems and i would be a real man
i dont understand why this is acceptable
and now i cant even tell them those things because it would make them cry and my father has broken back like batman and cant walk and i cant even be mad at him because he is in such serious condition plus he actually started to give a shit about me in last few years but it's too late, i needed attention when i was 6-16, not now, now I just want them to leave me the fuck alone
sad life but i need to live it unfortunetely
i also spent most of my time in front of cumputer which fucked up my spine and eyesight
i know they were my personal decisions and i have free will but I was just a kid
maybe if my single mother didnt spend all her time in work and college (which didn't give her anything, she makes the same amount of money as people who only finisehd middleschool ) she would spend more time with me and I wouldn't look like that
maybe if my father gave a shit about me when I was a kid i wouldnt have so many health and mental problems and i would be a real man
i dont understand why this is acceptable
and now i cant even tell them those things because it would make them cry and my father has broken back like batman and cant walk and i cant even be mad at him because he is in such serious condition plus he actually started to give a shit about me in last few years but it's too late, i needed attention when i was 6-16, not now, now I just want them to leave me the fuck alone
sad life but i need to live it unfortunetely