And you're a lonely guy.
You imagine what if we have a life together and since we would both stop being lonely together? We should be made for each other, truly? Right?
Until you realize she's living a life that's totally opposite to yours, she likely has a boyfriend, and friends keeping up with every hour in real life, and social media. Also, gets invited for places to go to and such.
This is what I would experience during high school, then university, work, and now recently the gym. Sometimes I would see this woman, she's not very good looking facially, but she's skinny and has red hair, and I'm like... surely, we can match up together and have a good life together? But then no, I actually saw her at the supermarket with her boyfriend (who's less "jacked" or "muscular" than I am). He was pretty much a pretty femboy with a bit of a stubble.
Delusions of grandeurs always have a way of deluding us...
Has anyone experienced the same thing? Just brutal, it didn't hurt like the last three times... but I was just like "meh" what's more to expect at this point, it's a clown world anyway, may as well laugh and find comedic relief through the contradictions that it exhibits.
It is what it is.
You imagine what if we have a life together and since we would both stop being lonely together? We should be made for each other, truly? Right?
Until you realize she's living a life that's totally opposite to yours, she likely has a boyfriend, and friends keeping up with every hour in real life, and social media. Also, gets invited for places to go to and such.
This is what I would experience during high school, then university, work, and now recently the gym. Sometimes I would see this woman, she's not very good looking facially, but she's skinny and has red hair, and I'm like... surely, we can match up together and have a good life together? But then no, I actually saw her at the supermarket with her boyfriend (who's less "jacked" or "muscular" than I am). He was pretty much a pretty femboy with a bit of a stubble.
Delusions of grandeurs always have a way of deluding us...
Has anyone experienced the same thing? Just brutal, it didn't hurt like the last three times... but I was just like "meh" what's more to expect at this point, it's a clown world anyway, may as well laugh and find comedic relief through the contradictions that it exhibits.
It is what it is.
