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You have mediocre sex once or twice a week.
Beyond that?
Beyond that?
basedshe is forced to wear a burka, and not allowed to leave the house unless she is permitted and the doors lock from the outside. food is provided. despite having no-fault divorce laws, I rip up her social security cards and any form of identity. she only exists because I allow her to.
I’d probably cuddle the fuck outta the bitch , then make her eat my dick for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
That’s awesomeI'm not lonely anymore. Finally have a companion.
My life would be HEAVEN tbhThat’s awesome
For 3.5 years I had girlfriend (first and only in my life - I am 31). She was postwall slut 5 years older than me with mental problems and no job who pressured me on marriage and kids. I stayed with her this long only because of sex and fear of loneliness. How did it change my life? In summary I think for the worse. Before that I was living in sweet ignorance. Now I know how brutal dating world is, I am aware of female nature, how society is fucked up because of it and other redpill/blackpill truths. Before that I had at least hope that maybe some day if I will try hard enough I will find quality girl who will love me. Now I know that because I am nowhere near top 20% I can only hope for dating postwall sluts who will never choose me in their primes. And even for that I need put tremendous amount of work.
I have enough this shit I decided that in near future I will off my self.
You have mediocre sex once or twice a week.
Beyond that?
she is forced to wear a burka, and not allowed to leave the house unless she is permitted and the doors lock from the outside. food is provided. despite having no-fault divorce laws, I rip up her social security cards and any form of identity. she only exists because I allow her to.
Cuddle with her, she being a foid means that she has a huge social circle so she takes me out on stuff, just generally being with her is great. I don't even care that much about the sex, if is the only thing that matters you can just prostitutemaxx.
You have mediocre sex once or twice a week.
Beyond that?
OP sounds like a dry spell volcel faggot who is salty because Stacy won't touch his peepee.
- Cannot be ostracised for being a virgin in this oversexualised hypergamous society
- Cuddling actually makes you feel like a human being
- You are desired
- You don't want to kill yourself every time you hear a modern song or a normie talk about his sexual experience
- You actually have fun socialising since you're not an improperly abysmal imitation of a normie anymore
- You can comfortably talk about sex with normies without being exposed as a virgin
- YOU LIFT THE ABSOLUTE WEIGHT OF NOT HAVING EXPERIENCED SOMETHING THAT ALL YOUR PEERS DID EXCEPT YOU
Agreed, its so much more than just meaningless sexHigh IQ.
Imo it’s not only about “mediocre sex”. Sex must be a big deal, but it’s more about feeling validated and related to your peers. Not to mention how must be feeling loved by someone who is not one of your relatives...
If it was only about sex i’ll not be here right now, i’d be happily escortcelling like a fucking baboon
i would facefuck her daily,we would cook together,we would have long conversations about anything. I would also love to cuddle and fall asleep with her hand in my hand. I would return home to someone smiling at me and asking how my day was.You have mediocre sex once or twice a week.
Beyond that?
Every man's dreami would facefuck her daily,we would cook together,we would have long conversations about anything. I would also love to cuddle and fall asleep with her hand in my hand. I would return home to someone smiling at me and asking how my day was.
I'm not lonely anymore. Finally have a companion.
I finally feel my worth as a human being is validated and I can pursue new endeavors with knowledge I have a support network and with newfound confidence. I no longer feel suicidal because it feels like I am not a useless ugly sack of shit. If I lose her it is fine, because I know if I did it once I can do it again, rather than face a seemingly insurmountable challenge I never ever came close to overcoming.You have mediocre sex once or twice a week.
Beyond that?
You have mediocre sex once or twice a week.
Beyond that?
Isn't there anything you can enjoy in life? Any copies? Hookers? We all die eventually. That much is inevitable. Surely you can find something in life you can enjoy in the meantime?
I was gymcelling for 5 months which was good cope (progressed in deadlift from 40kg to 130kg 1x5, Power Clean from 40kg to 75kg 8x2) but I stopped enjoying it. It is fucking pointless, you don't need strength in modern world, strength gained in power lifting/olympic lifting does not transfer well to real world, and if you think you can beat someone you are probably wrong and you should go to Krav Maga/MMA training instead. If you are already 7 it can give you more access to pussy, but if you are below? Forget it.
I like programming, but work as programmer is usually total nightmare because it has nothing to do with computer science and solving puzzles you do in your studies. Also social status of programmer is close to dustman. At least money is good.
Gaming and watching movies could be good cope but it also started to bore me. How much you can take it?
I tried to travel but it does not help for my depression. When you travel as women you can get easily foreign dick and have fun but as a man? Just loneliness and isolation as usual.
I tried hooker once but it was disaster, one of the worst experience in my life. Never again. Sexual act is nothing special, feeling of being desired and loved is special. Hookers won't give you that. And I feel humiliated knowing I have to pay for sex when others get it for free with much higher quality.
I was on antidepressants, mood stabilizers, antypshychotics, anti-anxiety medications and none of them helped me with my depression (well maybe xanax helped but I got hooked on it and withdrawals were nightmarish). Only satisfying cope I have found are drugs, opiates especially. It gives me feeling of being loved as opiates are similar to substances produced in brain when you are in love. It leads to self destruction, but I don't mind. I am on path for self destruction for quite some time. I feel like this world is hell and suicide as the only way to break free. Why live when I am not enjoying life and I am doing things only to dull pain of my existence? I am no longer afraid of dying as I already had suicide attempt. When done right it is painless.
Paying for having sex just switches off my arousal. It is humiliating for me and does not solve any of my problems. I prefer to jerk of than paying for sex.What was so bad about the hooker?
Also you haven't tried sugar babies. If you got a good programming job you could probably afford one. Might enjoy that more since it's more of a GFE.