You should change blackmail to black pill* The black pill in my opinion, is the realization of how the world actually works. It is the true understanding of how life actually is. I've been pretty relieved since I became black pilled in my late 20s. I wish I was black pilled much much younger though. Regardless, it helped me understand my predicament. And made me realize why I am suffering. And it calmed me down from worrying about things that I have no power or possibility of changing for the better. Now I just want to enjoy myself with my copes. I wish I was smarter. I would have understood why I was a loser really young and I would have pushed myself into taking appropriate action. Or at least investing my time into copes where I would enjoy myself. It's better late than never. I still have the rest of my miserable worthless life to live.