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Yes everywhere including here.
Yes everywhere including here.
Indeed, a feeling would suggest subjectivity, this is not a subjective matter.I am an outcast everywhere, it's not a feeling
Yes everywhere including here.
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I'm even an outcast at home, even my own mother treats me like I'm nothin. My whole life I've been perceived a certain way because I'm short, big nose and highly introverted, its over. Meanwhile, my vile abusive brother is validated by those around him. This life isn't fair at all, there's so much injustice in the world its sickeningI'm even an outcast in communities of nerds and weirdos. I will never fit in anywhere.
I think caus we've all suffered in life so we have that mutual understanding on some level. My whole life I've been a social outcast and have suffered immeasurably with mental health. Without the anxiety and depression, I reckon we could least be at peace but our mind is a fuckin prison. It's almost impossible not to suffer mentally from a lifetime of exclusion and mistreatmentthis and a few other groups are the only places I feel accepted, that’s like the primary reason why this forum is so addictive, I can talk to brocels about any topic and say things straightforward and cold without having to sugarcoat it due to being PC
I feel it, i’m only pretending i’m tough and resilient, in reality i’m falling apart mentally and emotionally a good majority of the time .. I’ve dealt with depression, overwhelming stress, and anxiety for years and it’s likely not going away soon.I think caus we've all suffered in life so we have that mutual understanding on some level. My whole life I've been a social outcast and have suffered immeasurably with mental health. Without the anxiety and depression, I reckon we could least be at peace but our mind is a fuckin prison. It's almost impossible not to suffer mentally from a lifetime of exclusion and mistreatment
Yes everywhere including here.
I'm even an outcast in communities of nerds and weirdos. I will never fit in anywhere.
What means PC?this and a few other groups are the only places I feel accepted, that’s like the primary reason why this forum is so addictive, I can talk to brocels about any topic and say things straightforward and cold without having to sugarcoat it due to being PC
The road is rough for the lone trucel.
SameI'm even an outcast in communities of nerds and weirdos. I will never fit in anywhere.
Im friendlessyes, when my friends say me "soon gonna happen" or "no is nothing of another world" and i can't understand they words make my feel miserable, why am feel alone, and i tried to be the best person i can be. but the evil ones are the only winner in this planet
i was too, in 2019 my unique friends are in discord. but in 2023 i had a reencounter with my cousin, 3 years of loniness make me enter in my depression, try to stay with somebodyIm friendless
Same man, I just stood in the shower and a wave of sadness came over me. My depression is so bad that I've been apathetic for years, I feel nothin but absolute despair and overwhelming stress as you describe. I've tried so many pills to get some relief but nothin works for me. Then there's the anxiety on top of that which is unrelenting. Society doesn't appreciate what its like to have the sensation of a heart attack for most of the day, that's my grim reality with this intrusive anxiety.I feel it, i’m only pretending i’m tough and resilient, in reality i’m falling apart mentally and emotionally a good majority of the time .. I’ve dealt with depression, overwhelming stress, and anxiety for years and it’s likely not going away soon.
politically correctWhat means PC?
try finding comfort in a hobby you can sink time into, it’s been proven to work for meSame man, I just stood in the shower and a wave of sadness came over me. My depression is so bad that I've been apathetic for years, I feel nothin but absolute despair and overwhelming stress as you describe. I've tried so many pills to get some relief but nothin works for me. Then there's the anxiety on top of that which is unrelenting. Society doesn't appreciate what its like to have the sensation of a heart attack for most of the day, that's my grim reality with this intrusive anxiety.
Then people judge those who are suicidal, if they walked a mile in the life of a sufferer then they wouldn't be so quick to judge, because everyday is a fuckin battlefield with the mind
ye videogames isn't enough for me tbh, I work as well but I'm fed up of my job so need a hobby in my personal time. I don't even leave my room other than work. I guess this forum counts as a hobby but not necessarily a productive outlet. I need to get out more, even just a walk in town can help our wellbeing but I'm too lazy. I only go out if I have an appointment or work purposes. I'm jealous of people who have a life outside work, they always seem to have exciting events and activities to look forward to, supported by their friends and loved ones.try finding comfort in a hobby you can sink time into, it’s been proven to work for me
Yes everywhere including here.
Personal ComputerWhat means PC?
even here? why? mogged?Yes everywhere including here.