Blackpill You can only do so much until it eventually feels like you're doing nothing at all

[Icarus]

Looksmaxxing. Socialization. A constant desire to work harder and harder. To make more and more. How much is enough before you eventually draw the line and realize that you have done it all?

It just seems like there's nothing at the top. Like that Meat Puppets song Plateau.

"There's nothing on the top but a bucket and a mop, and an illustrated book about birds."

What is everyone working so hard for? Is there really even a reason to begin with? What is it that you desire so much that you are willing to work your whole life for?

A question like that cannot be found in this world. There's only so much to do until there's not.

I guess I'm just trying to say that it's important to prioritize what means the most to you. Don't waste your time if it doesn't benefit you or make you feel satisfied.

That's something I really need to work on as an alcoholic. But really it rings true for inkwells and blackpillers in general.

It's all so confusing man.

 

[Icarus]

I'm staying away from booze for a little while. Really just kind of directionless in life.

I want to work out and try, but I also really don't.

It all just feels like madness.

 

[zd60]

I’ve always felt like just doing nothing at all

 

[Icarus]

I’ve always felt like just doing nothing at all

Same brocel

Nothing really makes me happy anyways. It's all just cope.

 

[Icarus]

Smoking lots of weed though

It really is the devil's lettuce

 

[zd60]

Same brocel

Nothing really makes me happy anyways. It's all just cope.

Exactly idk why but that’s how I’ve always seemingly felt about everything it’s all just one massive cope till you die

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I'm in the acceptance stage. Why even bother anymore, I've seen it, I know what will come. My life from now on is pretty much waiting till death arrives, or the day that I'll take my own life if I really can't handle it anymore

 

[Icarus]

Exactly idk why but that’s how I’ve always seemingly felt about everything it’s all just one massive cope till you die

I'm gonna listen to some music

Might have a Nirvana marathon and go through every album again.

 

[Icarus]

I'm in the acceptance stage. Why even bother anymore, I've seen it, I know what will come. My life from now on is pretty much waiting till death arrives, or the day that I'll take my own life if I really can't handle it anymore

Same fren

I don't blame you one bit. The abyss really does look back at you.

 

[Icarus]

I don't think anyone's right in the head.

 

[Emba]

I'm staying away from booze for a little while. Really just kind of directionless in life.

I want to work out and try, but I also really don't.

It all just feels like madness.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOJSM46nWwo

 

[Icarus]

I don't think anyone's right in the head.

Or maybe I'm just projecting. I don't feel comfortable in the normalcy of everything.

 

[zd60]

I'm gonna listen to some music

Might have a Nirvana marathon and go through every album again.

Sounds like a wonderful idea might throw some music on myself

 

[Icarus]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOJSM46nWwo

One step beyond indeed

 

[Icarus]

Sounds like a wonderful idea might throw some music on myself

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Same fren

I don't blame you one bit. The abyss really does look back at you.

I’ve been using lighter benzo's enough to take the edge off, but not deep enough. I keep thinking about scaling to quazepam or flurazepam just to sink further. For that absence of being and avoiding this shit life and to sleep longer and deeper. I wonder often if true deep sleep without dreaming is what death feels like. I hope so cause it's peaceful.

 

[Icarus]

I’ve been using lighter benzo's enough to take the edge off, but not deep enough. I keep thinking about scaling to quazepam or flurazepam just to sink further. For that absence of being and avoiding this shit life and to sleep longer and deeper. I wonder often if true deep sleep without dreaming is what death feels like. I hope so cause it's peaceful.

Sadly I really feel like there is something after this. Hopefully escape, but man I feel so drained.

 

[Rick prime]

Sadly I really feel like there is something after this. Hopefully escape, but man I feel so drained.

Look at my inorganicness am I tragic do I deserve the suffering that I do

 

[Icarus]

Look at my inorganicness am I tragic do I deserve the suffering that I do

None of us do. This is a fate worse then total annihilation.

 

[Rick prime]

None of us do. This is a fate worse then total annihilation.

How can an incel care about another incel

 

[Icarus]

How can an incel care about another incel

Because we understand each other

 

[Rick prime]

Because we understand each other

EVERYONE WANTS ERENYEAGER DEAD

YOU WANT ME DEAD

I WAS BANNED YESTERDAY FOR PEOPLE WANTING ME DEAD

 

[Icarus]

EVERYONE WANTS ERENYEAGER DEAD

YOU WANT ME DEAD

I WAS BANNED YESTERDAY FOR PEOPLE WANTING ME DEAD

I don't want you dead at all brocel

 

[Rick prime]

I don't want you dead at all brocel

Send proof

 

[Icarus]

Send proof

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

I have ran out of fucks to give tbh, once the universe shows you how much it doesn't give a fuck about any of this. Why should I? We are expected to keep going despite facing 1000 ways to die everyday. It is all so exhausting. I hope I OD on drugs one day.

 

[Icarus]

I have ran out of fucks to give tbh, once the universe shows you how much it doesn't give a fuck about any of this. Why should I? We are expected to keep going despite facing 1000 ways to die everyday. It is all so exhausting. I hope I OD on drugs one day.

Same mango