BlackLowLtn
Mr. Loverman - BlackCommander of the Fourth Reich
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I want to just stop trying yet not die, is this just what I must expect from a fucked up life?
I want to stop processing the world, cease thought so peacefully that I wouldn’t notice a thing. My life is utterly pointless, what’s the meaning of life so devoid of all forms of love? Not even my parents love me, or lack of considering my absent father. Yet you expect a chud like me to fucking care about some dumb exposure?
I see a new ‘fakecel’ post and all I think of is how much better they are doing than me, nice work, you escaped an experience of torture and leaped into the real world; how can I be angry at people simply doing better than me?
I’m glad they aren’t stuck this way, just wish I had some semblance of a chance as well. But I know it’s over, and would immediately slap away that chance knowing it’s fake because who could ever love me?
It’s over.
Good game, @Mecoja. Another reminder to myself to just log off, my life is my fault and the issue is just my continued existence.
I already learnt to not expect much from people, why are we so shocked about more people lying to our faces?
It’s human nature at this point.
I want to stop processing the world, cease thought so peacefully that I wouldn’t notice a thing. My life is utterly pointless, what’s the meaning of life so devoid of all forms of love? Not even my parents love me, or lack of considering my absent father. Yet you expect a chud like me to fucking care about some dumb exposure?
I see a new ‘fakecel’ post and all I think of is how much better they are doing than me, nice work, you escaped an experience of torture and leaped into the real world; how can I be angry at people simply doing better than me?
I’m glad they aren’t stuck this way, just wish I had some semblance of a chance as well. But I know it’s over, and would immediately slap away that chance knowing it’s fake because who could ever love me?
It’s over.
Good game, @Mecoja. Another reminder to myself to just log off, my life is my fault and the issue is just my continued existence.
I already learnt to not expect much from people, why are we so shocked about more people lying to our faces?
It’s human nature at this point.





