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cried non stop horrendously yesterday, or the day before, I can't even remember, because I had the most agonizing wave of hopelessness wash over my being at the state of affairs with my face and skull. I have an extremely prototypical wimp aka dolichocephalic skull. Just like when you die your life flashes before your eyes, yesterday the life I WILL NEVER HAVE flashed before my eyes, and it broke me beyond repair. I saw the scenes of what love was meant to look like, with a wonderful lover who's heart belongs with mine, beautiful children so happy with life and happy with their family, my proud, youthful genetics that I will never have, dancing in the garden with each other full of deep contentedness and fulfillment and life ambition.
I saw everything that will never come to be, to the tune of epic orchestral emotional music
and never have I come closer to losing my spirit from my body.
I saw everything that will never come to be, to the tune of epic orchestral emotional music
and never have I come closer to losing my spirit from my body.
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