that's true, I remember one of the biggest reasons to go to college that people would always spout out was "it will be the best time of your life, you will meet tons of cool people and have wild experiences".
Meanwhile my experience couldn't be farther from that.
100% this. My parents want me to visit a college, because college experience would help me to "expand my horizonts". Furthermore, they insist that I will get to know "tons of friends, that share the same interests". They said the same thing about high school. But after years of social failure and rejection I know that their words are nothing more than phrasemongering. I study a field, where more than 80% of students are femoids. Their mere presence puts me under severe distress. I can't talk to fucking foids, my hatred is far too strong and if I did otherwise I would become the target of mockeries, because I suffer from speech difficulties. It will be "lots of fun" they said.
Last but not least, I see no need for a high paying job/improvement of my life quality. Why should I earn money, except for the sake of earning money? I am a literal human skipjack, I couldn't care less. I don't give a fuck about all this shit (traveling, family, topbrand clothes, expensive hobbies (I have no fucking interests), big cars and houses, friends, technology (iPhone, computers), parties). Last but not least, I see no future for myself. I have neither potential nor perspectives. I have an average IQ (107), but I have severe learning difficulties and attention deficits.
From my point of view: Studying is nonsense, because in university you don't have extrinsic reinforcements, rewards and motivation. It's far too easy to get caught in a viscious circle of procrastination. In highschool you had parents and teachers behind you. I personally need structural requirements and in university I don't have those. Studying is useless for me.
