So here's the deal: Me and my best friend at the time (19 yr old (used to) ethnicel and my other friend (19 and whitecel) used to hang out a lot. We would just spend time together at my place talking, smoking and/or drinking. This went on for 2 years or so.
But then, my white friend suddenly got a white/asian roastie gf. She is gorgeous and really kind and all, but a roastie, as mentioned before. My ethnic best friend ALSO got a hot white roastie gf shortly after. She just wanted to hang out with him a lot, he told me at first, but after some time they also were together; a declared couple.
They mog me when they talk about their sex lives, and when I'm just 3rd or 5th wheeling as always.
I have so many questions... how tf did these (below) average looking guys get gfs like that? Why not me? I had confirmed by multiple femoid friends that I am more attractive than them (they only see me as a friend of course, teehee) ..
Anyways, this causes me to question myself, if it really IS over...? But I'm still not sure if I'd prefer a roastie over no gf at all. This just shows me that there might still is a tiny bit of hope. Even if it's just a cope. It's all I have...
But then, my white friend suddenly got a white/asian roastie gf. She is gorgeous and really kind and all, but a roastie, as mentioned before. My ethnic best friend ALSO got a hot white roastie gf shortly after. She just wanted to hang out with him a lot, he told me at first, but after some time they also were together; a declared couple.
They mog me when they talk about their sex lives, and when I'm just 3rd or 5th wheeling as always.
I have so many questions... how tf did these (below) average looking guys get gfs like that? Why not me? I had confirmed by multiple femoid friends that I am more attractive than them (they only see me as a friend of course, teehee) ..
Anyways, this causes me to question myself, if it really IS over...? But I'm still not sure if I'd prefer a roastie over no gf at all. This just shows me that there might still is a tiny bit of hope. Even if it's just a cope. It's all I have...
