Serious Would you rope in my position?

[Getlooksordie]

I´m currently weighing in the positives and negatives because I´m seriously considering suicide.

negatives:

- 29 years old
- bullied relentlessly during youth
- physically abused as a kid
- sexually abused as a kid
- never had friends
- never had a real gf
- spent most of his teens and entire 20s in solitude
- almost sexless throughout my teens and 20s. Constanlty denied sex by women.
- clinical depression all my life from bullying and constant rejection by women

positives:

- have 30k in the bank that I will blow on surgery this year.
- have potential to become good looking after surgery, possibly become full blown chad.
- white and good height
- born in first world country
- have enough money to go on a romance tour in EE and a good chance to find a wife
- good career, actually like my job
- after finding a wife I could potentially get therapy to treat clinical depression

the big downside is I won´t be able to go to EE for another year, so I will have to spend one more year in incel hell. I honestly don´t know if I can take another year of constant torture.

 

[Jockcel]

No.

 

[TURBO]

If you're white move to S.E.A

 

[StormlitAqua]

I always say cope >>>>> rope. Use that money to cope. I'd even encourage escortceling before ropeceling.

 

[5mb]

Nope

 

[KilluminoidBR]

No way.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

you have a future so no.

 

[iblamemyself]

Your life situtation is eerily similiar to mine. Get those surgeries if this is what you want and keep going.

 

[Deleted member 3900]

No cope bruh

 

[NekoStance]

positives:

- have 30k in the bank that I will blow on surgery this year.
- have potential to become good looking after surgery, possibly become full blown chad.
- white and good height
- born in first world country
- have enough money to go on a romance tour in EE and a good chance to find a wife
- good career, actually like my job
- after finding a wife I could potentially get therapy to treat clinical depression

the big downside is I won´t be able to go to EE for another year, so I will have to spend one more year in incel hell. I honestly don´t know if I can take another year of constant torture.

You'd have to be a complete faggot to suicide after this

 

[blackcel]

Tell me more about this physical and sexual abuse. Adressing that and any lasting effects that came from that will have the most impact on your life, I think. You can get all the money and attention from women that you want, but unless you address any mental health issue, you won't really be able to enjoy anything.

I know that depressed feel all to well, which is the primary reason as to why I am an incel.

 

[IronMike]

I wouldn't waste it on surgery, its already too late for you, just use that money on a downpayment on a nice house

 

[NekoStance]

If you're white move to S.E.A

Contrary to Jewish belief not all white men like asian women

 

[Deleted member 7102]

What kind of surgery are you looking at having done? Legit just move to an Asian country like Thailand or Malaysia you could probably find a decent woman. If the surgery is for something you can live without just save it for some investment or deposit.

 

[Vainglorious]

you have a future so no.

 

[Richard spencer]

Nah you sound like you have hope,you've defs had a shit life up to now but to rope would be retarded and all for nothing,
looksmaxx>ER>rope.

 

[Colly]

No, you have 30k to cope with before that.

 

[Givingup20]

Nah you sound like you have hope,you've defs had a shit life up to now but to rope would be retarded and all for nothing,
looksmaxx>ER>rope.

 

[Getlooksordie]

I wouldn't waste it on surgery, its already too late for you, just use that money on a downpayment on a nice house

how is it too late?

Looks always matter, doesn´t matter if you´re 15 or 60. Being better looking would help me with getting friends and making more money in my job for starters. I also want to maximize my chances for finding an attractive wife in EE.

Tell me more about this physical and sexual abuse. Adressing that and any lasting effects that came from that will have the most impact on your life, I think. You can get all the money and attention from women that you want, but unless you address any mental health issue, you won't really be able to enjoy anything.

I know that depressed feel all to well, which is the primary reason as to why I am an incel.

- my dad threw me against a wall when I was 10 which resulted in a brain concussion.

- was beat up by classmates almost every single day. I always fought back, there was always like 5 of them though who fought against me.

- When I was like 12 my mother was dying of alcohol abuse. The doctors told her she only had like a month left to live. I confessed that to one of the guys in class who I thought was my friend. I started to slightly cry in class because of my mother. Turns out my "friend" ratted me out and told the bullies about my dying mother. They then started to relentlessly make fun of my dying mother and me for crying in class. That´s when I snapped and jumped the head bully. I almost beat him to death and got supsended from school for a while.

When I came back to school nothing happened on my first day back in school. However after school as I was walking home I got jumped by the head bully and five other guys. They beat me up bad, then as I was laying on the ground blood soaked they urinated on me all the while their girflriends were giggling and laughing hysterically.

When I got home bloodsoaked and full of piss I got beat up again by my dad for ruining my clothes.

Almost everyday was like that growing up.

- If I brought home a bad grade he´d make me sit next to him while he phoned everyone in my class and apologizing to them what a loser his son was.

- I was on vacation when I was 6 and there was a guy I befriended who was like 18. He sexually abused me, forced me to suck his dick, he sucked mine etc... I didn´t even know what sex was at that age so I didn´t think much of it.

 

[TheRealChincel]

The Magic 8-Ball says: Look towards the stars for the answer you seek.

 

[Windowlicker]

If you were able to get a good career and decent life after a horrible youth like that I think you have a future.

 

[FlyFace]

- I was on vacation when I was 6 and there was a guy I befriended who was like 18. He sexually abused me, forced me to suck his dick, he sucked mine etc... I didn´t even know what sex was at that age so I didn´t think much of it.

Death.. is too good for such evil. Scaphism would be a better alternative.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

I always say cope >>>>> rope. Use that money to cope. I'd even encourage escortceling before ropeceling.

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

Give up for now and start saving money for more potential surgeries in the future

 

[_incelinside]

how is it too late?

Looks always matter, doesn´t matter if you´re 15 or 60. Being better looking would help me with getting friends and making more money in my job for starters. I also want to maximize my chances for finding an attractive wife in EE.


- my dad threw me against a wall when I was 10 which resulted in a brain concussion.

- was beat up by classmates almost every single day. I always fought back, there was always like 5 of them though who fought against me.

- When I was like 12 my mother was dying of alcohol abuse. The doctors told her she only had like a month left to live. I confessed that to one of the guys in class who I thought was my friend. I started to slightly cry in class because of my mother. Turns out my "friend" ratted me out and told the bullies about my dying mother. They then started to relentlessly make fun of my dying mother and me for crying in class. That´s when I snapped and jumped the head bully. I almost beat him to death and got supsended from school for a while.

When I came back to school nothing happened on my first day back in school. However after school as I was walking home I got jumped by the head bully and five other guys. They beat me up bad, then as I was laying on the ground blood soaked they urinated on me all the while their girflriends were giggling and laughing hysterically.

When I got home bloodsoaked and full of piss I got beat up again by my dad for ruining my clothes.

Almost everyday was like that growing up.

- If I brought home a bad grade he´d make me sit next to him while he phoned everyone in my class and apologizing to them what a loser his son was.

- I was on vacation when I was 6 and there was a guy I befriended who was like 18. He sexually abused me, forced me to suck his dick, he sucked mine etc... I didn´t even know what sex was at that age so I didn´t think much of it.

Wow your life really sucks. You are one strong guy to survive all of that, 99 percent of people in your shoes would have roped years ago

 

[Ghost]

Whatever happens, don't suicide. Maybe there might be a Hell... And far worse than what you've described.

https://m.youtube.com/results?q=hell testimony&sm=1

Only thing that stopped me from suicide. I already had kitchen knife 2 inches away from heart.

I have a bad life too. Horrible narcissistic abusive parents, bullied in school relentlessly until they later realized they won't come out unscathed if they try to kick my ass... So became psychological.

Social skills screwed up as of now. Can't be in any job that requires dealing with people or where there's a lot of workplace social interaction. I have to be in the back of the warehouse or else I can get myself in jail if I snap at someone cuz of my PTSD.

And I've accepted that I'd never be making more than $35k a year... $50k a year at most if I get unusually extremely lucky... Any job past that range requires social skills.

Oh well... I thank God for helping me see this life is rotten and meaningless and putting my hope in the next life.

 

[Deleted member 6214]

If you've got so much to look forward to (surgerymaxxing, good job) then why rope now? Hang in there brother.

 

[TheSlippwrySeal]

Nah fam just cope

 

[_wifebeater_]

Dont u know where those bullies live?

 

[Tellem-T]

White and height= volcel

I would run jbw game in asia, and you even have 30k

And jfl my life is 10x worse than yours as an ethnic, whitecels and white people in general have it so easy. Especially compared to a deathnik

 

[mylifeistrash]

ditch the white woman wife shit and move to asia

 

[Ugly John]

how is it too late?

Looks always matter, doesn´t matter if you´re 15 or 60. Being better looking would help me with getting friends and making more money in my job for starters. I also want to maximize my chances for finding an attractive wife in EE.


- my dad threw me against a wall when I was 10 which resulted in a brain concussion.

- was beat up by classmates almost every single day. I always fought back, there was always like 5 of them though who fought against me.

- When I was like 12 my mother was dying of alcohol abuse. The doctors told her she only had like a month left to live. I confessed that to one of the guys in class who I thought was my friend. I started to slightly cry in class because of my mother. Turns out my "friend" ratted me out and told the bullies about my dying mother. They then started to relentlessly make fun of my dying mother and me for crying in class. That´s when I snapped and jumped the head bully. I almost beat him to death and got supsended from school for a while.

When I came back to school nothing happened on my first day back in school. However after school as I was walking home I got jumped by the head bully and five other guys. They beat me up bad, then as I was laying on the ground blood soaked they urinated on me all the while their girflriends were giggling and laughing hysterically.

When I got home bloodsoaked and full of piss I got beat up again by my dad for ruining my clothes.

Almost everyday was like that growing up.

- If I brought home a bad grade he´d make me sit next to him while he phoned everyone in my class and apologizing to them what a loser his son was.

- I was on vacation when I was 6 and there was a guy I befriended who was like 18. He sexually abused me, forced me to suck his dick, he sucked mine etc... I didn´t even know what sex was at that age so I didn´t think much of it.

Id say spend that 30k on a revenge plan. Make the bullies hurt. I know people scoff at the idea of toxic masculinity but you were clearly a victim of it.

 

[whogivesafucc]

how is it too late?

Looks always matter, doesn´t matter if you´re 15 or 60. Being better looking would help me with getting friends and making more money in my job for starters. I also want to maximize my chances for finding an attractive wife in EE.


- my dad threw me against a wall when I was 10 which resulted in a brain concussion.

- was beat up by classmates almost every single day. I always fought back, there was always like 5 of them though who fought against me.

- When I was like 12 my mother was dying of alcohol abuse. The doctors told her she only had like a month left to live. I confessed that to one of the guys in class who I thought was my friend. I started to slightly cry in class because of my mother. Turns out my "friend" ratted me out and told the bullies about my dying mother. They then started to relentlessly make fun of my dying mother and me for crying in class. That´s when I snapped and jumped the head bully. I almost beat him to death and got supsended from school for a while.

When I came back to school nothing happened on my first day back in school. However after school as I was walking home I got jumped by the head bully and five other guys. They beat me up bad, then as I was laying on the ground blood soaked they urinated on me all the while their girflriends were giggling and laughing hysterically.

When I got home bloodsoaked and full of piss I got beat up again by my dad for ruining my clothes.

Almost everyday was like that growing up.

- If I brought home a bad grade he´d make me sit next to him while he phoned everyone in my class and apologizing to them what a loser his son was.

- I was on vacation when I was 6 and there was a guy I befriended who was like 18. He sexually abused me, forced me to suck his dick, he sucked mine etc... I didn´t even know what sex was at that age so I didn´t think much of it.

How the literal fuck did you take this every day hahahahaha

Bro I would literally stab all those fuckers to death, I'm having a hard time even believing what you're saying because if I was in your position with these circumstances they'd have to literally fucking shoot me in the brain to stop me.

Also I heard you say you were a chadlite yet you get rejected by landwhales? Your life is all fucking types of crazy, but at least you're good now I think

 

[lesbianwalrus]

>white
>good height
>good career
>30k in the bank

Begone, fakecel.

 

[Stop Time]

surgery can go bad. Learn about surgery fails. There is 50% chance they will fuck this up and you will look like video game monster. You would need to realy look for professional.

 

[NekoStance]

how is it too late?

Looks always matter, doesn´t matter if you´re 15 or 60. Being better looking would help me with getting friends and making more money in my job for starters. I also want to maximize my chances for finding an attractive wife in EE.


- my dad threw me against a wall when I was 10 which resulted in a brain concussion.

- was beat up by classmates almost every single day. I always fought back, there was always like 5 of them though who fought against me.

- When I was like 12 my mother was dying of alcohol abuse. The doctors told her she only had like a month left to live. I confessed that to one of the guys in class who I thought was my friend. I started to slightly cry in class because of my mother. Turns out my "friend" ratted me out and told the bullies about my dying mother. They then started to relentlessly make fun of my dying mother and me for crying in class. That´s when I snapped and jumped the head bully. I almost beat him to death and got supsended from school for a while.

When I came back to school nothing happened on my first day back in school. However after school as I was walking home I got jumped by the head bully and five other guys. They beat me up bad, then as I was laying on the ground blood soaked they urinated on me all the while their girflriends were giggling and laughing hysterically.

When I got home bloodsoaked and full of piss I got beat up again by my dad for ruining my clothes.

Almost everyday was like that growing up.

- If I brought home a bad grade he´d make me sit next to him while he phoned everyone in my class and apologizing to them what a loser his son was.

- I was on vacation when I was 6 and there was a guy I befriended who was like 18. He sexually abused me, forced me to suck his dick, he sucked mine etc... I didn´t even know what sex was at that age so I didn´t think much of it.

new found respect for this guy right here

 

[caturday]

If you've got so much to look forward to (surgerymaxxing, good job) then why rope now? Hang in there brother.

As long as you have money in bank, there is no reason to rope now.

 

[blackcel]

how is it too late?

Looks always matter, doesn´t matter if you´re 15 or 60. Being better looking would help me with getting friends and making more money in my job for starters. I also want to maximize my chances for finding an attractive wife in EE.


- my dad threw me against a wall when I was 10 which resulted in a brain concussion.

- was beat up by classmates almost every single day. I always fought back, there was always like 5 of them though who fought against me.

- When I was like 12 my mother was dying of alcohol abuse. The doctors told her she only had like a month left to live. I confessed that to one of the guys in class who I thought was my friend. I started to slightly cry in class because of my mother. Turns out my "friend" ratted me out and told the bullies about my dying mother. They then started to relentlessly make fun of my dying mother and me for crying in class. That´s when I snapped and jumped the head bully. I almost beat him to death and got supsended from school for a while.

When I came back to school nothing happened on my first day back in school. However after school as I was walking home I got jumped by the head bully and five other guys. They beat me up bad, then as I was laying on the ground blood soaked they urinated on me all the while their girflriends were giggling and laughing hysterically.

When I got home bloodsoaked and full of piss I got beat up again by my dad for ruining my clothes.

Almost everyday was like that growing up.

- If I brought home a bad grade he´d make me sit next to him while he phoned everyone in my class and apologizing to them what a loser his son was.

- I was on vacation when I was 6 and there was a guy I befriended who was like 18. He sexually abused me, forced me to suck his dick, he sucked mine etc... I didn´t even know what sex was at that age so I didn´t think much of it.

Jesus christ, man. That is bad. I would suggest goign to therapy first. You are ultra vulnerable, and a given your luck, you will likely find a wife (if you ever do) who will likely abuse you.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Lmfao this idiot has so many outs its incredible. This is what living on easy mode really means.

 

[Deleted member 6501]

ya, do hang yourself op

 

[ProudIncelistani]

I'd blow the 30k on guns and ammunition instead and blow out femoids' heads with it.