The idea of being disabled is one of the few things that genuinely scares me. I hate the idea of having to rely on other people, and I can't stand being a burden to other people, it hurts me on a cellular level. I endeavour to be as independent as possible and being disabled would crush everything going for me. Even though being a Chad would be nice, the features of the Chad are superficial when juxtaposed with physiologic abilities that we process, and I would never trade these things to be Chad. Despite the fact that my predicament foredooms me to eternal inceldom, I still am grateful that I was not born disabled, and I will be eternally grateful for that.