Crustaciouse
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Indari said:my cousins are either aidsniggers or dead
Yes, I used to have more "closeness" with my maternal female cousins; they were the only "youth" who did not laugh at my autistic fidgeting behaviors(While I was present, at least). I would sit in a corner and fidget with pencils for hours.
Sadly, they changed during adolescence and eventually started laughing at my severe social anxiety. One tried to trip me down a set of stairs(twice) and threw cake batter at me because I tried to help them with a recipe(As my mother told me to). She also hit my head out of anger.
When I last saw them, over four years ago, they seemed to dislike me.
"We didn't want to see you. Granny told us to help you." - They also kept whining and complaining.
Correct. My father has always had a competitive relationship with his younger brother. I haven't seen those relatives in many years, however.
My 5'4 cousin was able to lose his virginity at the age of 16.
Maybe a slim chance at 16. Only gets harder though, so it's definitely over past 18.
I celebrated my birthday by going to a medical appointment. I then continued doxxing Tamia Trujillo after returning home.
Half-Cousin Elizabeth "jokingly" offered me a "Happy Birthday!" text via Mother in 2020. It gave me slight comfort after my experience in the hospital.
Who is Tamia Trujillo?
Yes.
Aspie John's slightly older cousin with BPD would hit/punch him whenever she was upset over something.
My younger half-cousin has Sensory Processing Disorder. His mother and sisters are dyslexic.
This doesn't translate to IQ, however.
My paternal male cousins are quite tall(>5'11).
based toddYes, if I had one. One would be quite cute if she lost 200 pounds.
Yes.
My maternal half-cousins and half-aunt would chat with my step-grandfather about myself and Mother living elsewhere. (I heard their conversations often)
"She never does any housework" (Objectively false. I have other problems with her, however...)
"They're leeching from us" (I never asked them for food or even clothing. I very rarely spoke to them.)
He would get upset when Mother would ask him to pick up our prescriptions from stores. He'd also get upset when Mother asked to visit grocery stores. This is despite taking my half-relatives to stores/fast food restaurants multiple times weekly. Medical appointments as well(When medical transportation wasn't an option).
My half-aunt's lovely statements:
"[Mother] sits around all day"
"I thought [Mother] said they had no food" (Me and Mother relied on food pantry boxes/SNAP)
"[Intellau] will tell his mother if we bully him" (Maternal half-cousins; they abused my younger half-cousin somewhat since she was reluctant to do so.)
As a child, my half-aunt would patronize me for my autistic behavior. She would criticize my sluggish movements and depressed demeanor. "Hurry up [Intellau]!" - I also had social cue problems and misunderstood instructions from her.
They are kleptomaniacs; they would take portions of our food home after "visiting".
Lastly:
"(I never asked them for food or even clothing. I very rarely spoke to them.)"
Indeed. I was very grateful when my grandmother stopped giving me meals at the age of seventeen due to her view of me as an ingrate. She often said "[Intellau] was born with a silver spoon in his mouth" because I was anxious and struggling to help her with house tasks due to my NLD(I would help them with laundry, unpacking groceries, washing dishes, fetching items they needed, ...).
Yes; my father would regularly batter Mother and break things. When angry, Mother would grab my stimming objects and shake them in my face while tightly grasping my neck.
Mother moved into a separate apartment and stayed with relatives, at times. We also had to live with my paternal grandparents.
My grandmother would often ask me to do things for her. I obediently tried to follow her instructions and received denigration as a result. She would yell at me and say things like "Look! Use your eyes!"(Because I was anxious and had visual processing issues), "Did you hear me!?! That isn't the way I told you to do it!"(When I would drop things or make mistakes because I was sweating and anxious out of fear of upsetting her). She would tell me "Put your head up. No one did anything to you" because I was too anxious to make eye contact with her.
My half-aunt used to hide me whenever my half-uncle visited. I'd sit alone while relatives were enjoying themselves.
As an adolescent, I chose to sit alone at a table.
When I last saw them, over four years ago, they seemed to dislike me.
"We didn't want to see you. Granny told us to help you." - They also kept whining and complaining.
My IQ is in the 110+ range. My half-relatives were, however, quite dull.
When I last saw them, over four years ago, they seemed to dislike me.
"We didn't want to see you. Granny told us to help you." - They also kept whining and complaining.
My step-grandfather would take my half-cousins to get toys and restaurant food tri-weekly. McDonalds, Burger King, Popeyes, Taco Bell, Pick-N-Save, Wal-Mart stores, Meijers...When Mother and I would visit a store, they would become angry if we were shopping for more than four minutes(I offered to enter the store and "fetch" Mother out of discomfort and disgust).
The car broke down and several relatives had to pitch in to provide funds(They all relied on him for transportation). Mother was still, of course, denied transportation.
That's nice. My half-cousins would bully me for my anxious behavior. In malls, I'd wear large coats to reduce my anxiety.
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As for myself, my "weapons" are of a much different sort.
Cool. My half-cousins threw cake batter at me when I tried to aid them with a recipe, as Mother instructed.
I overheard them lying to step-grandfather.