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UglyDumbass
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been thinking this for a while. most of my high school years i’ve spent my time alone. In 12th grade I thought things got a bit better. I found more brocels to talk with (but majority of them lacked interest in talking) and i manage to become friends with an old nerdy normie friend.
After hs ended i realized how majority of them stopped talking to me a lot or didn’t like/care about me at all. Like the normie friend acted so nice to me and acted like he was my friend then when hs ended He ignored any requests i sent him for communication.
this left me thinking, Would things have been better off if i never spoke to anyone in my final year ? Would i’ve felt any regrets if i never spoke to anyone? Was it really worth trying to talk to fellow spergs like me and some old friends only for it to be fake? Like at least i got to have a good time although it was mainly fake. but yet again if i never spoke I wouldn’t have been so needy for that kind of experience again. I got too attached.
After hs ended i realized how majority of them stopped talking to me a lot or didn’t like/care about me at all. Like the normie friend acted so nice to me and acted like he was my friend then when hs ended He ignored any requests i sent him for communication.
this left me thinking, Would things have been better off if i never spoke to anyone in my final year ? Would i’ve felt any regrets if i never spoke to anyone? Was it really worth trying to talk to fellow spergs like me and some old friends only for it to be fake? Like at least i got to have a good time although it was mainly fake. but yet again if i never spoke I wouldn’t have been so needy for that kind of experience again. I got too attached.