I'm not saying anything you don't know but I got another reminder today. Read the BOLD text if you have ADHD.
On walking into the office, as usual, I'm immediately faced with the 10/10-SMV, 5/10-bones, makeupmaxxed, stylemaxxed receptionist. If you have never worked in an office before or don't get much social interaction or can't read social cues, I'll just let you know that some acknowledgement of the person you come face to face with as you enter the building is seen as polite, good social etiquette.
I noticed a while back then when I would say "hi" to her on entering -- not whiteknighting, I KNOW she thinks I'm subchad gaschamberfodder -- she would give me the classic "eww" look but heavily disguised under a veil of work-imposed politeness. She would barely muster a "hi" back to me. She tried her best to avoid eye-contact. You could tell just how uncomfortable she was with my being near.
I have since been taking my cues from her (read that, CuckTears, did you?) as to how much investment I put in. I don't greet her with any expectations of reciprocal-emotion, or anything. Her greetings have become seemingly less "bothered" as time as gone on. That veneer of work-imposed politeness has almost completely gone.
Well, this morning, I said a low-volume "hi" -- I've been reducing my politeness and acknowledgement of her just to the point of avoiding awkwardness. While giving me the same "ew ugly" look, less diguised than ever, she barely mouthed "hi" at all to me. I think her bottom lip MAY have moved. It's really hard to describe. You have to be ugly to feel it. But I have been interacting with people everyday for decades. I know uncomfortableness, disdain, revulsion, evolutionary fear, hatred, when I see it.
Remember, this is not me asking her on a fucking date, this is me walking past. Her hatred of me is made even more manifest when I see her in the kitchen. Most other people will at least ONCE, acknowledge you, even without eye-contact. Their body language shows relaxedness, ease with you existing nearby. But with her, the tension is AWFUL. She doesn't risk even looking in my general DIRECTION. I can only describe it as walking past a mound of horseshit with flies around it and trying to avoid looking at it. I'm that mound of horseshit to her.
It's so FUCKING BRUTAL.
Women ABSOLUTELY HATE HAVING TO BE NEAR SUB5 MEN. Because women are emotional, their emotional response to your sub5 looks convinces them, practically that you are guilty of some WRONG. You give them a sense of UNEASE and they are blinded to the fact that their unease is down to your face because emotions are clouding their feminine brains.
I gave up approaching women when I got blackpilled cuz I knew that the definition of madness was trying the same thing with the same face. But even if you don't approach, MERELY PRESENTING YOURSELF is considered an "APPROACH" of sorts and thus triggers HOSTILITY, DISGUST and REVULSION from women.
Fucking hell man.
I am a polite guy. I am not part of the "hate-all-femoids" gang here. She is not rejecting my """""""""personalEteehee xxx"""""""". I can't keep getting rejected for merely walking into the building. Starting tomorrow, it will be awkward cuz once I start, I'll have to keep it up and it's not good to build enemies at work (she hates me anyway), I will pretend to be gazing at my phone, too busy to look up. This is probably what she wants anyway, judging by her behaviour. Women don't want to be forced to look a sub5 male in the eyes.
On walking into the office, as usual, I'm immediately faced with the 10/10-SMV, 5/10-bones, makeupmaxxed, stylemaxxed receptionist. If you have never worked in an office before or don't get much social interaction or can't read social cues, I'll just let you know that some acknowledgement of the person you come face to face with as you enter the building is seen as polite, good social etiquette.
I noticed a while back then when I would say "hi" to her on entering -- not whiteknighting, I KNOW she thinks I'm subchad gaschamberfodder -- she would give me the classic "eww" look but heavily disguised under a veil of work-imposed politeness. She would barely muster a "hi" back to me. She tried her best to avoid eye-contact. You could tell just how uncomfortable she was with my being near.
I have since been taking my cues from her (read that, CuckTears, did you?) as to how much investment I put in. I don't greet her with any expectations of reciprocal-emotion, or anything. Her greetings have become seemingly less "bothered" as time as gone on. That veneer of work-imposed politeness has almost completely gone.
Well, this morning, I said a low-volume "hi" -- I've been reducing my politeness and acknowledgement of her just to the point of avoiding awkwardness. While giving me the same "ew ugly" look, less diguised than ever, she barely mouthed "hi" at all to me. I think her bottom lip MAY have moved. It's really hard to describe. You have to be ugly to feel it. But I have been interacting with people everyday for decades. I know uncomfortableness, disdain, revulsion, evolutionary fear, hatred, when I see it.
Remember, this is not me asking her on a fucking date, this is me walking past. Her hatred of me is made even more manifest when I see her in the kitchen. Most other people will at least ONCE, acknowledge you, even without eye-contact. Their body language shows relaxedness, ease with you existing nearby. But with her, the tension is AWFUL. She doesn't risk even looking in my general DIRECTION. I can only describe it as walking past a mound of horseshit with flies around it and trying to avoid looking at it. I'm that mound of horseshit to her.
It's so FUCKING BRUTAL.
Women ABSOLUTELY HATE HAVING TO BE NEAR SUB5 MEN. Because women are emotional, their emotional response to your sub5 looks convinces them, practically that you are guilty of some WRONG. You give them a sense of UNEASE and they are blinded to the fact that their unease is down to your face because emotions are clouding their feminine brains.
I gave up approaching women when I got blackpilled cuz I knew that the definition of madness was trying the same thing with the same face. But even if you don't approach, MERELY PRESENTING YOURSELF is considered an "APPROACH" of sorts and thus triggers HOSTILITY, DISGUST and REVULSION from women.
Fucking hell man.
I am a polite guy. I am not part of the "hate-all-femoids" gang here. She is not rejecting my """""""""personalEteehee xxx"""""""". I can't keep getting rejected for merely walking into the building. Starting tomorrow, it will be awkward cuz once I start, I'll have to keep it up and it's not good to build enemies at work (she hates me anyway), I will pretend to be gazing at my phone, too busy to look up. This is probably what she wants anyway, judging by her behaviour. Women don't want to be forced to look a sub5 male in the eyes.
