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One of the summer interns where I work is this cute looking Asian girl. A few times I tried holding eye contact with her in the hallway to see if she would smile back, but she would always either not look back at me, or give me a neutral half-creeped-out look.
Today I came back from a meeting and I saw her talking with my officemate. I have no explanation for why she was there since she is not an intern for our group. But they were talking and she was listening closely to every word he said, laughing at the cute things he would say, and she kept asking him questions about his life, and he would tell a charming story, and they kept going on for around an hour. My officemate would almost be done talking, but then the girl would ask him another question and he would start talking again. Big difference from when I talk with girls. When I talk to girls, they usually try to terminate the conversation as soon as possible, not keep the conversation going. After hearing them talk I though "Oh, so this is how people get girlfriends".
Listening to them talk I literally felt like crying. I just wished I was my officemate instead of myself. My officemate is a tall, broad shouldered, 5/10 facially, 24yo white hispanic guy who grew up in the inner city (so he talks and acts like a thug despite having an engineering degree, a good job, and looking white). He also has a girlfriend, btw. I myself am 25, almost 26, and I have never had a girlfriend. I actually dominate socially when me and my officemate talk, but in terms of likeability, he is far more likeable than me.
Today I came back from a meeting and I saw her talking with my officemate. I have no explanation for why she was there since she is not an intern for our group. But they were talking and she was listening closely to every word he said, laughing at the cute things he would say, and she kept asking him questions about his life, and he would tell a charming story, and they kept going on for around an hour. My officemate would almost be done talking, but then the girl would ask him another question and he would start talking again. Big difference from when I talk with girls. When I talk to girls, they usually try to terminate the conversation as soon as possible, not keep the conversation going. After hearing them talk I though "Oh, so this is how people get girlfriends".
Listening to them talk I literally felt like crying. I just wished I was my officemate instead of myself. My officemate is a tall, broad shouldered, 5/10 facially, 24yo white hispanic guy who grew up in the inner city (so he talks and acts like a thug despite having an engineering degree, a good job, and looking white). He also has a girlfriend, btw. I myself am 25, almost 26, and I have never had a girlfriend. I actually dominate socially when me and my officemate talk, but in terms of likeability, he is far more likeable than me.
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