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So long story short guys it's really long story so this is a short version of it no matter how big it looks !
so basically I am really sorry for each single one of you!
because honestly I feel ashamed of myself because I used to laugh on you i used to read those articles on reddit and watched tons of incels cringy videos on YouTube and I used to laugh because I thought always that incels are only self-entitled guys who think Society own them something!
and I totally didn't realise that there are tons of you who are genuinely nice people and they were just getting tired of getting blue pilled and brainwashed !
So basically I'm a person who loves his own life and he does a lot of activities on daily basis and i am not accepting something in return, i am doing this only to have fun and to live life and on my journey in this 23 I felt like as finding Love is Gonna happen by itself and maybe your gonna stumble upon someone who is going to genuinely like you and you're going to like them back and and I'm not like alot of the people here who just want to kill every couple on the streets (absolutely not) in fact I have lot of friends that already in a relationship and I'm really really happy for them because I'm sure that ther are going to be happy when I get a girl one day but little I knew that it is going to be hell .
As i watched my friends getting in a relationship snd getting out of others at that time I was basically a single from 18 years until today 23 since I didnt consider dating because at 18 years old I was totally focusing on the school . working out and I was happy with my life until I realised that it's actually not my choice to have a relationship it's totally out of my hand and I can't reach it ..
I felt lonely as I realised I'm 20 years back then and had absolutely no dating experience whatever so and to be honest it was my choice because I didn't want to have a relationship somehow !
After I decided to move on and start looking for a relationship I started noticing a lot of things that I didn't used to notice before and that's the natural reaction from girls towards me.
I started paying attention to how girls look at me at public and how fast they try to avoid eye contact even how the cashier would not even look at me when I'm trying to buy stuff.
I started looking at girls from my own social groups and friends! I've had met a lot of them and I took a lot of numbers and I messaged a lot of them that I were interested in ! And each time I failed I used to accept it and respected it because that's how it works if the first time didnt work move to the next one.. or at least that is what I believed.
I had some girls who agreed to go on date with me and most of them cancelled before one Day of the date !
One of these girls told me that she is so selfish to get in a relationship cuz she loves herself too much which i find it kinda cool to love yourself !
After 2 weeks of me moving on i realized that she has found someone else ! (Use better looking than me)
I moved on (nothing happened) it is either a win or not a loss ! Nothing to lose .
but I got rejected . Friendzoned some of them were ok .
Some of them were heartbreaking
Tried to talk to girls in the public sometimes they walk away or stay for couple of seconds and then walkaway apologising.
I talked to alot of girls in clubs and took lot of numbers. Most of them are not interested anymore.
Or gave me the wrong numbers.
I always said (well i am only 20 i shouldn't be worried right ? )
Now here i am 3 years later .
I am 23 years. And if i didnt have a relationship before then i have a problem somehow !
My friends and family are getting in relationships
I tried tinder once ! It didnt work.
But it didnt matter since i didnt like dating apps anyways!
That did not stopped me from living my life tho!
I am working .i workout and play Basketball in a team (just doing what i love) but i would be lying if i said i am not heartbroken and kinda sad !
Just to be clear:
I dont hate women cuz of what they think of me (ever)
I never called a girl bitch or slut after rejecting
And i would never change this attitude.
Alot of friends told me not to worry they be like (you will find someone eventually and you will make her happy for sure)
I am not looking for someone to make this person happy! I am looking for someone so we make each other happy ! Looking for companionship .love affection.
But honestly if i have ever been in a relationship
What are the chances of it to be successful ??
I mean taking her number is the first step
Asking her out and getting her interested are only are also first steps!
Should i spend the dating time hoping that she wont walk away on me ? (Hell no)
Alot of time i ask myself ! If i went out of a relationship will it take me another 3 or 4 or even 5 years to be in another one ?
So why am i here ?
Well first of all to apologize for all of you !
And i would love to share my thoughts and experiences with you! I would love to listen to your experiences and would gladly share my thoughts and opinions on your stories !
Peace out !
so basically I am really sorry for each single one of you!
because honestly I feel ashamed of myself because I used to laugh on you i used to read those articles on reddit and watched tons of incels cringy videos on YouTube and I used to laugh because I thought always that incels are only self-entitled guys who think Society own them something!
and I totally didn't realise that there are tons of you who are genuinely nice people and they were just getting tired of getting blue pilled and brainwashed !
So basically I'm a person who loves his own life and he does a lot of activities on daily basis and i am not accepting something in return, i am doing this only to have fun and to live life and on my journey in this 23 I felt like as finding Love is Gonna happen by itself and maybe your gonna stumble upon someone who is going to genuinely like you and you're going to like them back and and I'm not like alot of the people here who just want to kill every couple on the streets (absolutely not) in fact I have lot of friends that already in a relationship and I'm really really happy for them because I'm sure that ther are going to be happy when I get a girl one day but little I knew that it is going to be hell .
As i watched my friends getting in a relationship snd getting out of others at that time I was basically a single from 18 years until today 23 since I didnt consider dating because at 18 years old I was totally focusing on the school . working out and I was happy with my life until I realised that it's actually not my choice to have a relationship it's totally out of my hand and I can't reach it ..
I felt lonely as I realised I'm 20 years back then and had absolutely no dating experience whatever so and to be honest it was my choice because I didn't want to have a relationship somehow !
After I decided to move on and start looking for a relationship I started noticing a lot of things that I didn't used to notice before and that's the natural reaction from girls towards me.
I started paying attention to how girls look at me at public and how fast they try to avoid eye contact even how the cashier would not even look at me when I'm trying to buy stuff.
I started looking at girls from my own social groups and friends! I've had met a lot of them and I took a lot of numbers and I messaged a lot of them that I were interested in ! And each time I failed I used to accept it and respected it because that's how it works if the first time didnt work move to the next one.. or at least that is what I believed.
I had some girls who agreed to go on date with me and most of them cancelled before one Day of the date !
One of these girls told me that she is so selfish to get in a relationship cuz she loves herself too much which i find it kinda cool to love yourself !
After 2 weeks of me moving on i realized that she has found someone else ! (Use better looking than me)
I moved on (nothing happened) it is either a win or not a loss ! Nothing to lose .
but I got rejected . Friendzoned some of them were ok .
Some of them were heartbreaking
Tried to talk to girls in the public sometimes they walk away or stay for couple of seconds and then walkaway apologising.
I talked to alot of girls in clubs and took lot of numbers. Most of them are not interested anymore.
Or gave me the wrong numbers.
I always said (well i am only 20 i shouldn't be worried right ? )
Now here i am 3 years later .
I am 23 years. And if i didnt have a relationship before then i have a problem somehow !
My friends and family are getting in relationships
I tried tinder once ! It didnt work.
But it didnt matter since i didnt like dating apps anyways!
That did not stopped me from living my life tho!
I am working .i workout and play Basketball in a team (just doing what i love) but i would be lying if i said i am not heartbroken and kinda sad !
Just to be clear:
I dont hate women cuz of what they think of me (ever)
I never called a girl bitch or slut after rejecting
And i would never change this attitude.
Alot of friends told me not to worry they be like (you will find someone eventually and you will make her happy for sure)
I am not looking for someone to make this person happy! I am looking for someone so we make each other happy ! Looking for companionship .love affection.
But honestly if i have ever been in a relationship
What are the chances of it to be successful ??
I mean taking her number is the first step
Asking her out and getting her interested are only are also first steps!
Should i spend the dating time hoping that she wont walk away on me ? (Hell no)
Alot of time i ask myself ! If i went out of a relationship will it take me another 3 or 4 or even 5 years to be in another one ?
So why am i here ?
Well first of all to apologize for all of you !
And i would love to share my thoughts and experiences with you! I would love to listen to your experiences and would gladly share my thoughts and opinions on your stories !
Peace out !
