Alone75
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- Joined
- Nov 16, 2017
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I used to have hope but I really can't imagine it happening for me now. Why would she "choose me" when she could pick someone better. My older age and lack of experience count more against me now to.
Sure I could pay for sex, but it would feel more of a failure than a victory of finally inserted my penis in woman in that way. I really don't want too, they can fuck off, I'd rather use my hand and die. I'm just sick of never having anything REAL in my life!
I feel done with my shitty job too, they have cut the hours and hourly rate to minimum wage but I have to produce twice the volume then when I worked an extra 4 hours a day!
The guys there with girlfriends/wives and friends to socialise with have a good life out of work, mine is shit in and out and has been for decades.
What with this covid shit getting worse again and saying you can't mix with others not in your bubble indoors, then their is even less chance of getting a female to give me a chance so less then 0% now really! LoL@ my life, this reality is a fucking sick joke!
Sure I could pay for sex, but it would feel more of a failure than a victory of finally inserted my penis in woman in that way. I really don't want too, they can fuck off, I'd rather use my hand and die. I'm just sick of never having anything REAL in my life!
I feel done with my shitty job too, they have cut the hours and hourly rate to minimum wage but I have to produce twice the volume then when I worked an extra 4 hours a day!
The guys there with girlfriends/wives and friends to socialise with have a good life out of work, mine is shit in and out and has been for decades.
What with this covid shit getting worse again and saying you can't mix with others not in your bubble indoors, then their is even less chance of getting a female to give me a chance so less then 0% now really! LoL@ my life, this reality is a fucking sick joke!