wereq
Defeated by Fate | Contra Mundi Enemy of the World
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Right now my mom is making me stay at her house but I will return back tomorrow and when I do, I will most likely rope because my life has become irredeemable. I am a 30+ oldcel NEET and I have vicious fights with my dad every day because he wants me to work, but with my mental and physical illnesses, I just can't. Doing meaningless 9-5 routine feels like total suicide fuel because I will get nothing out of it.
On top of all this my mom is bedridden and totally emaciated and frail, just waiting to die. Her mental illness is so sever that she is too afraid to even get up and down basic things.
I also have my health issues to deal with. My reflux and hiatal hernia has ruined my life and preventing me from living a normal life. I have no hope. I am sub5, manlet, curry, and NEET. I inherited all of my physical problems from my mom and I am destined to fail at everything I try. With all of my physical issues, I can't succeed in life.
I just want to escape now. I don't want to stick around for things to just keep getting worse. I want to quit. My parents totally failed me. They failed to equip me with the appropriate genetics needed to succeed and thrive in life. They condemned me to a prison life of endless torture and agony so it's time for me to quit now.
Tomorrow I will return home, get my SN and then mix it with water and drink. Hope I don't puke.
On top of all this my mom is bedridden and totally emaciated and frail, just waiting to die. Her mental illness is so sever that she is too afraid to even get up and down basic things.
I also have my health issues to deal with. My reflux and hiatal hernia has ruined my life and preventing me from living a normal life. I have no hope. I am sub5, manlet, curry, and NEET. I inherited all of my physical problems from my mom and I am destined to fail at everything I try. With all of my physical issues, I can't succeed in life.
I just want to escape now. I don't want to stick around for things to just keep getting worse. I want to quit. My parents totally failed me. They failed to equip me with the appropriate genetics needed to succeed and thrive in life. They condemned me to a prison life of endless torture and agony so it's time for me to quit now.
Tomorrow I will return home, get my SN and then mix it with water and drink. Hope I don't puke.
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