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RealSchizo
utter failurecel who fails at everything
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When I was 17 I had a friend one year older than me with a driving license and he used to drive me in his car and we just listened to music, talked and enjoyed ourselves. That one friday night It was around 1am and he called me to hang out. I got excited and agreed. He picked me up in his car and not even 15 minutes have passed when a normie friend of his calls him on the phone and tells him that he wants to talk to him about something important. My friend tries to explain to him that I am also in the car and that normgroid friend of his tells him to drop me off and come pick him up. My friend agrees and drops me off and I felt like the most useless piece of shit who ever walked this planet. I did not go straight home but instead nightwalked for around 1 hour thinking about how much of a disposable person I am. That was one of the most brutal experiences I've ever had to endure and It serves as a lesson for incels that we shouldn't have any friends because we are just easily disposable and people take advantage over us for our kindness and warmth. Back then I honestly wanted to cry because of how brutal the entire experience was. I sat down on a bench and started reconsidering my entire existence and why that was happening to me , why can't I be like other people. Why am I not enough for anyone and why should I even bother with trying when the results are always the same. There is always someone better than me even though I try my best. I've tried to socialize throughout my entire life in different "friend" groups but I've never been anyone's favorite person and no one really acknowledged my existence and would talk over me.