weepingecho2011
Fuck this world, evrything is absurd and pointless
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- Joined
- Sep 4, 2025
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- 144
I have had no fucking life for the past 4 years, my last 2 years of high school and college have been fucking shit, I have nothing and no one loves me and university is even fucking worse, my own roommate ignores me and bullies me for still having skin breakouts and being fat, to the point where I can in college i got bullied and I started browsing on how to get people to like me and I tried the whole excersizing shit to realise my face and height are holding me back, like how tf do I still get called short at 6 foot 1 and im 64kg now, and I used to love games but I’m too fucking broke and in debt i can’t afford an Xbox and my fuckass roommate won’t let me use his. I don’t even know what to do because nothing will ever fucking work and until I rope, I will never have anything in life and I quit weed and that was the only thing that stopped me overthinking this shit and now I’m just left with my fucking thoughts and idk why im even in university for a philosophy degree, I mean I like the lectures but idk £21K a year, and it will take me years to work that off as ive been so depressed i dont even leave bed except to make food and wrok, and part time at a chip shop is shit, I make minimum wage and get treated like shit to half the fucking roadmen teenagers, like they acting all hard but when their an adult they gonna see the truth too t, i just miss the ignorance of being oblivious to all this shit, I can’t even lie to myself i hate being lonely





