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Back in 2012 I had an idea: I thought if I was talking to a girl and made her fall in love with me before we met my looks would not matter to her. So I met this girl on a forum and we started chatting. We did not exchange pictures so she didn't know what I looked like. She asked for a pic occasionally but I always came up with an excuse. We were chatting for weeks and she started to develop feelings for me and openly told me that she did. I was so happy. I thought finally I will get a girl (back then I was still pretty bluepilled). We were then talking on the phone. I was so fucking nervous when I called her. Damn...my heads were shaking as I dialed her number. After talking to her I though: "Ok, now shes gonna hate me". But to my surprise she didn't. She wrote me a Whatsapp message saying how much she liked me. She told me she thought she fell in love with me. She said she liked my personality very much. She called me often saying she just wanted to hear my voice.
So then we set up a date to meet. Keep in mind until this date she had never seen me so of course I was very nervous again. But she said I didn't have to be. She said she liked me so much she was sure things would go well and she said that looks didn't matter to her.
So we met...
And I found she was very strange. Very distant. We went to a store at first and then later to a restaurant. There we talked for a while and since we had already talked over the phone we got along well again at this time.
So later when I was back home again I called her and asked how she found our date and why she had been a bit strange in the beginning. She started crying and told me she felt so horrible because she fell in love with my personality but she simply couldn't get over the way I looked. She said she wished so much to have a boyfriend with my personality but the way I looked she just couldn't be with me.
I think this was the first time I really understood how fucking ugly I must be. And the first time I understood that personality is worth shit when it comes to women. I fell into a terrible depression for the next three years.
Then after three years I looksmaxxed and tried the same tactic with another girl. She also told me she fell in love with me and she was sure nothing could go wrong. Then I went on a blind date with this girl too. When I met this girl she laughed at me and walked away when she saw me. After this experience I was sick and tired of women and started hating them. I have given up. It is over for me.
I think these experiences are the strongest evidence for the blackpill you could ever find.
So then we set up a date to meet. Keep in mind until this date she had never seen me so of course I was very nervous again. But she said I didn't have to be. She said she liked me so much she was sure things would go well and she said that looks didn't matter to her.
So we met...
And I found she was very strange. Very distant. We went to a store at first and then later to a restaurant. There we talked for a while and since we had already talked over the phone we got along well again at this time.
So later when I was back home again I called her and asked how she found our date and why she had been a bit strange in the beginning. She started crying and told me she felt so horrible because she fell in love with my personality but she simply couldn't get over the way I looked. She said she wished so much to have a boyfriend with my personality but the way I looked she just couldn't be with me.
I think this was the first time I really understood how fucking ugly I must be. And the first time I understood that personality is worth shit when it comes to women. I fell into a terrible depression for the next three years.
Then after three years I looksmaxxed and tried the same tactic with another girl. She also told me she fell in love with me and she was sure nothing could go wrong. Then I went on a blind date with this girl too. When I met this girl she laughed at me and walked away when she saw me. After this experience I was sick and tired of women and started hating them. I have given up. It is over for me.
I think these experiences are the strongest evidence for the blackpill you could ever find.
