Why is socialising so hard? I'm not talking about getting into relationships, but just society as a whole. I've reached a point where I would even want to "put myself out there" or whatever crap they want us to believe to make us feel better, but I feel zero motivation. Zero. Every time I talk to someone is almost seeing their brains rotting out of their ears for how stupid they sound. I honestly don't know if it's me who's cynical and generally despises everyone, or if the world is as fucked up as I perceive it
