bigantennaemay1
Aspie social drifter without purpose or home
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I lost someone tonight. Well, visitation was tonight. I actually received the news on Wednesday morning, he passed over the weekend, last weekend.
I just want to preface, yes, he was a normie, but also yes, he was one of the few people to treat me like a fellow human being. He was an ex-coworker of mine, and a friend, not a close friend, mind you, but still a friend. He used to listen to my troubles, and sympathize. And then he'd tell me about what was going on in his life, tell me about his interests, and what he's done, and what he didn't like. I remember a time I pranked him, I don't want to give away details, because it contains information about both him and me, but he came back the next day, said it had "made [him] cry." But I knew he wasn't serious; he was in good spirits, and treated me more like a friend than a coworker afterward. It was weird, but I accepted it.
He was a good guy. Seemed like he genuinely cared about others. He was open to the black pill, too (at least how I knew it then). He disagreed, didn't believe it, but he didn't shoot me down. A rare breed. A thrillseeker. He loved the outdoors. Even after he left our place of work, I had him friended on Faschbuch, saw what he was up to. He liked hunting. I saw a trophy of his at the funeral home earlier tonight. I think I recall when I saw him upload that one to Facebook. It was a nice kill, a young buck.
I was visiting my brother at his place last night, and that's when I learned how he passed: again, not to share too many details, but the one positive aspect is that he died doing what he loved. But he's gone. Gone now. That's just how life be, innit?
I can't believe I've lost three close family members already, and losing a friend is still hitting this hard. I'm high and I'm drunk and it's still not helping. How do I deal with this?
I just want to preface, yes, he was a normie, but also yes, he was one of the few people to treat me like a fellow human being. He was an ex-coworker of mine, and a friend, not a close friend, mind you, but still a friend. He used to listen to my troubles, and sympathize. And then he'd tell me about what was going on in his life, tell me about his interests, and what he's done, and what he didn't like. I remember a time I pranked him, I don't want to give away details, because it contains information about both him and me, but he came back the next day, said it had "made [him] cry." But I knew he wasn't serious; he was in good spirits, and treated me more like a friend than a coworker afterward. It was weird, but I accepted it.
He was a good guy. Seemed like he genuinely cared about others. He was open to the black pill, too (at least how I knew it then). He disagreed, didn't believe it, but he didn't shoot me down. A rare breed. A thrillseeker. He loved the outdoors. Even after he left our place of work, I had him friended on Faschbuch, saw what he was up to. He liked hunting. I saw a trophy of his at the funeral home earlier tonight. I think I recall when I saw him upload that one to Facebook. It was a nice kill, a young buck.
I was visiting my brother at his place last night, and that's when I learned how he passed: again, not to share too many details, but the one positive aspect is that he died doing what he loved. But he's gone. Gone now. That's just how life be, innit?
I can't believe I've lost three close family members already, and losing a friend is still hitting this hard. I'm high and I'm drunk and it's still not helping. How do I deal with this?