Why is everything so fucking awkward for me

[can't cope no more]

Every interaction I have with another human being always has to be so awkward. Everything feels so fucking forced. I can feel the other person getting uncomfortable with my presence, which only makes me isolate myself even more, making the problem even worse.

I see how other people interact with other people, and it looks natural. Nothing looks forced for them.

I can barely interact with guys, so interacting with women is not even a thought. Even with my own family it’s so fucking awkward being around them.

This is why I’m a 21 year old KHHV and have zero friends. Fuck my life.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

That's what being an ugly introvert feels like

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

That's what being an ugly introvert feels like

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Our social lives suffer so significantly due to the way we have been socialized from an early age.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

That's what being an ugly introvert feels like

 

[guessthatsit]

That's what being an ugly introvert feels like

 

[nico]

why are we even alive atp

 

[corqorJQ]

Every interaction I have with another human being always has to be so awkward. Everything feels so fucking forced. I can feel the other person getting uncomfortable with my presence, which only makes me isolate myself even more, making the problem even worse.

I see how other people interact with other people, and it looks natural. Nothing looks forced for them.

I can barely interact with guys, so interacting with women is not even a thought. Even with my own family it’s so fucking awkward being around them.

This is why I’m a 21 year old KHHV and have zero friends. Fuck my life.

Awkwardness is not the worst scenario. The worst (for me) is when they are clearly sick of me and are trying to shut down the conversation but I can’t tell because I’m retarded

 

[DutchCel01]

Brutal same for me friend. I think for me its cause i was an outcast at school and left school at 16 and became a neet and developed a light psychosis and i stayed that way for multiple years. Ever since then i dont know how to interact with people and everything is mega awkward. Tbh even before that i had bad social anxiety and social skills but they somehow became a lot worse

 

[Sungnodius]

Same, wondering if it is because of my aspergers?

 

[Adolf Kitler]

real