con_jt
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- Sep 3, 2018
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As hopeful as I am about ascending, realistically it’s likely not going to happen.
Yeah there are some things I can change and either too lazy or have no motivation to do so because of blackpill. Although I do believe whitepill, I know it’s going to be all consuming effort. Unlike normie who can get rejected a few times and finally meet cunt who will fuck him, that’s not my case.
Things I could change:
+fat
+broke (homeless)
+low self esteem
+ social skills
Things I cannot change:
+ 5’4...5’5 on a good day
+ freckles
+ ugly face
+ 2 teeth pulled
+ depression from not getting laid
+depression episodes = no motivation to keep jobs, keep friends, feel hopeless
+family scapegoat = nothing I do is right no matter what, black sheep
+cunt of a mother doesn’t even love me, my 2 little sisters don’t even talk to me
+traumatized by my mom when she used me as her emotional tampon when I was in high school, pseudo spouse/counselor
Also this is one area I could change but choose not to because I don’t want to be like that:
+ lying/manipulation upon meeting just to get laid
Maybe some of you can relate, if I have to be Machiavellian to get pussy despite blackpill facts. What’s the point???
Yeah there are some things I can change and either too lazy or have no motivation to do so because of blackpill. Although I do believe whitepill, I know it’s going to be all consuming effort. Unlike normie who can get rejected a few times and finally meet cunt who will fuck him, that’s not my case.
Things I could change:
+fat
+broke (homeless)
+low self esteem
+ social skills
Things I cannot change:
+ 5’4...5’5 on a good day
+ freckles
+ ugly face
+ 2 teeth pulled
+ depression from not getting laid
+depression episodes = no motivation to keep jobs, keep friends, feel hopeless
+family scapegoat = nothing I do is right no matter what, black sheep
+cunt of a mother doesn’t even love me, my 2 little sisters don’t even talk to me
+traumatized by my mom when she used me as her emotional tampon when I was in high school, pseudo spouse/counselor
Also this is one area I could change but choose not to because I don’t want to be like that:
+ lying/manipulation upon meeting just to get laid
Maybe some of you can relate, if I have to be Machiavellian to get pussy despite blackpill facts. What’s the point???