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I mean, I think of suicide on a daily basis, but I highly doubt I'll ever do it. If I do end up committing suicide, it'll be in middle age or later.
Of course I'm often depressed for being a lonely incel, but my depression is always short lived. Short lived, not because my material conditions improve, but it's like my body's hormones just stops producing sadness for some reason. I get hopeful and excited for no reason, and become obsessed with a random activity like lifting or gaming for a few weeks. Then I get really sad for the next couple of weeks. And the cycle continues. It's prob undiagnosed bi polar.
Another reason I'm not likely to to kill myself is of the sadness it'll bring my family, and I'm sure everyone here can relate to that one.
Also, the possibility that Christianity is true, strikes deep fear in me. Who the fuck would bet on going to hell for eternity? lmao.
So, if my bouts of happiness vanished, I hated my family, and I were I firm atheist, I'd def commit suicide.
Under what conditions would you commit suicide?
Of course I'm often depressed for being a lonely incel, but my depression is always short lived. Short lived, not because my material conditions improve, but it's like my body's hormones just stops producing sadness for some reason. I get hopeful and excited for no reason, and become obsessed with a random activity like lifting or gaming for a few weeks. Then I get really sad for the next couple of weeks. And the cycle continues. It's prob undiagnosed bi polar.
Another reason I'm not likely to to kill myself is of the sadness it'll bring my family, and I'm sure everyone here can relate to that one.
Also, the possibility that Christianity is true, strikes deep fear in me. Who the fuck would bet on going to hell for eternity? lmao.
So, if my bouts of happiness vanished, I hated my family, and I were I firm atheist, I'd def commit suicide.
Under what conditions would you commit suicide?