Venting why i hate seeing people and going out.

[Qrie]

i had to go out today, to get groceries. On my way home, i decided to just sit in the park and doomscroll for a bit. I felt bored so i looked at the kids playing, the little ones were running around with their friends, slightly grown ups were skating, teens were walking with their girlfriends and laughing... they were all having a time of their life. Not a single person there was alone, everyone had friends or girlfrirneds or smth. Even an old man was with his wife. I saw people around my age laugh so hard that they were short of breath. It just broke me. It was evening and people were starting to fill up. Families were coming there, parents playing with their kdis and shit. I actually almost cried while looking at the sunset for a life i never had, the life i was denied.
The worst part is that i have to live with the knowledge that other people were living the life i wanted to, while i was condemned to an unfair life full of misery and loneliness. All i ever wanted was a few memories to look upon, to live by and a bunch of people i could call friends. But the only thing i was subjected to was sadness,regrets,insignificance and loneliness. The entirety of my life can be summed up as "tragedy".
I wish to be a kid i once was, a joyful and carefree kid who lived his life to the fullest. At this point, everything i do adds another level to my misery. Im doomed. Nothing can save me. The shooting stars laugh at me while i sob wishing for a better life.
And now ill be going back home
(the person sitting with me is peeping into my phone but idrc lol)

 

[Calamari Sun]

Just don't look at people bro

 

[Qrie]

Just don't look at people bro

easier said than done.

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

most brvtal post ive read in a while this world was simply not meant for subhumans like us. i don't really bother going out at all anymore personally, the mogg is just not worth dealing with, and i often think back on memories from when i was still a relatively normal young boy in the late aughts to early 2010s before goyphones and social media cranked hypergamy up to 11. despite their kvetching over muh billionaires normies won't ever understand how lucky they are to live the lives they do with their families while ppl rot here jfl

 

[Qrie]

most brvtal post ive read in a while this world was simply not meant for subhumans like us. i don't really bother going out at all anymore personally, the mogg is just not worth dealing with, and i often think back on memories from when i was still a relatively normal young boy in the late aughts to early 2010s before goyphones and social media cranked hypergamy up to 11. despite their kvetching over muh billionaires normies won't ever understand how lucky they are to live the lives they do with their families while ppl rot here jfl

i dont go out either, i left my apartment for the first time in days, to get some groceries.. everytime i go out, it fuels my ulterior motives. I dont even wish for a girlfriend anymore, i just wish to have a life i never had. A few memories to look upon.. but that wont happen

 

[poorenglishcel]

 

[Qrie]

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