Venting Why I hate humanity

[Fullofhate]

Whenever I think I'm getting somewhere I'm always back to step one. I found out today a girl I had a single date with about 9 months ago (and didn't date me again after, lead to nothing) described me as a "psycho" to her male friends (probably guys she's fucking for kicks).

I am painfully shy and have an obsession with killing and death.

Can women read that I'm a weirdo like that? I'm starting to really believe that they have some kind of instinct where they can tell if someone is fucked up in the head without really knowing them because I never brought up any of these interests with the slut on our "date" (which was just walking around a mall and talking).

I should just ER and Eric-Harris style end myself.

I hate people I see on the street. I hate couples and have had fantasies of stabbing them and laughing while they slowly die.

I'm in anger management therapy and it does nothing for me.

I've been in mental hospitals because of my past obsessions with massacres like Columbine, Virginia Tech, etc.

I've been on prescription drugs that make me want to just ROAD (roll over and die).

I'm 25 years old, a virgin, have no friends, no life prospects.

I want to fucking die but at the same time I want to kill other fucking people for being pissants and fucking the minds of guys like me to the point of fucktardam.

I could not be on this site and actually be happy if I wasn't such a fucktard like that.

I think I'm too far gone to be cured. Nothing fucking works.

Just FUCK life. FUCK life man. FUCK IT ALL.

 

[Mainländer]

They can't read your personality unless you are obviously fucked (crazy eyes, crazy gestures, etc).

Cucktears are dumb for thinking women can tell a guy even posts here for example, and even dumber for thinking a foid wouldn't have sex with a 8+ Chad just because he's misogynistic or something. Most would, plethora of Tinder experiments have confirmed that already.

 

[Weightcel]

Can women read that I'm a weirdo like that? I'm starting to really believe that they have some kind of instinct where they can tell if someone is fucked up in the head without really knowing them because I never brought up any of these interests with the slut on our "date" (which was just walking around a mall and talking).

Stop with this idea that women can somehow sense misogyny or innate autism. They are not nearly as smart or perceptible as they claim to be. Otherwise they wouldn’t get played by Chad all the time. You’re just outwardly autistic without realizing it.

 

[Fullofhate]

Stop with this idea that women can somehow sense misogyny or innate autism. They are not nearly as smart or perceptible as they claim to be. Otherwise they wouldn’t get played by Chad all the time. You’re just outwardly autistic without realizing it.

Been tested for autism and I'm not even on the spectrum.

 

[Evildoer]

They can't read your personality unless you are obviously fucked (crazy eyes, crazy gestures, etc).

Cucktears are dumb for thinking women can tell a guy even posts here for example, and even dumber for thinking a foid wouldn't have sex with a 8+ Chad just because he's misogynistic or something. Most would, plethora of Tinder experiments have confirmed that already.

They are not even serious with that bullshit, come one. They just troll us.

 

[Weightcel]

Been tested for autism and I'm not even on the spectrum.

Clueless...

 

[Fullofhate]

Clueless...

I think it's clueless to assume one has autism because of the problems I've outlined above.

I'm really just fucked in the head to the greatest degree.

 

[Evildoer]

I think it's clueless to assume one has autism because of the problems I've outlined above.

I'm really just fucked in the head to the greatest degree.

Why don't you become a hero then? Are you afraid?

 

[Fullofhate]

Why don't you become a hero then? Are you afraid?

I don't have the money to put into that crap right now.

I'd have to save up for at least 6 months to do what my exit strategy is.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I used to be obsessed with Columbine. I even took their journals to high school to read.

 

[Evildoer]

I don't have the money to put into that crap right now.

I'd have to save up for at least 6 months to do what my exit strategy is.

Well, what's your strategy, then? (Ban bait)
You always can make life a little worse for anyone, there so much fun in it. Going ER is the ultimate thing to do. Why not keep living to make evil? That's some sort of [LifeFuel] for you.

 

[whitepriest]

I hate humanity too.

 

[Fullofhate]

Well, what's your strategy, then? (Ban bait)
You always can make life a little worse for anyone, there so much fun in it. Going ER is the ultimate thing to do. Why not keep living to make evil? That's some sort of [LifeFuel] for you.

Yeah I was going to do that shit as a teenager but I got found out and got sent to a mental hospital.

I used to be obsessed with Columbine. I even took their journals to high school to read.

I was more obsessed with V-Tech.

I became transfixed with it when it happened. That's when it all started and for 11 years it hasn't fucking stopped.

 

[SwordsmanAlt]

I am painfully shy and have an obsession with killing and death.

Can women read that I'm a weirdo like that? I'm starting to really believe that they have some kind of instinct where they can tell if someone is fucked up in the head without really knowing them because I never brought up any of these interests with the slut on our "date" (which was just walking around a mall and talking).

Yes and not just women, but normies and others too. It's fairly easy behavior to catch and people have a hard time accepting someone that hates them and wants to end them, yet secretly also wants to be accepted by the people they hate.

I should just ER and Eric-Harris style end myself.

I hate people I see on the street. I hate couples and have had fantasies of stabbing them and laughing while they slowly die.

I'm in anger management therapy and it does nothing for me.

I've been in mental hospitals because of my past obsessions with massacres like Columbine, Virginia Tech, etc.

I've been on prescription drugs that make me want to just ROAD (roll over and die).

I'm 25 years old, a virgin, have no friends, no life prospects.

I want to fucking die but at the same time I want to kill other fucking people for being pissants and fucking the minds of guys like me to the point of fucktardam.

I could not be on this site and actually be happy if I wasn't such a fucktard like that.

I think I'm too far gone to be cured. Nothing fucking works.

Just FUCK life. FUCK life man. FUCK IT ALL.

This simply resonates self-hate and you expect others to fix your warped view of people.

Do I get jealous of Chad? Yes. Do I ever resent that women have life on tutorial mode while we ethnics get nightmare mode? Yes. But my shortcomings are my own and no one else's.

Not to mention I don't care to be shot up by some ER orbiting cuck when I'm out minding my own business and buying groceries.

Thoughts from an oldcel.

 

[Evildoer]

I got found out and got sent to a mental hospital.

That's why you should learn how to make them not find out who did it. Life is about learning, come on.

 

[Fuck Stacey]

this is how elliot rodgers and alex minassian's are created. If you ever go shoot up a frat house just do it in the name of your brother incels

 

[Evidential]

This simply resonates self-hate and you expect others to fix your warped view of people.

Social rejection causes self-hate and hate for other people.

 

[Evildoer]

Social rejection causes self-hate and hate for other people.

Just respect wuymuns bro. Hard to do, when they don't respect you at all.

 

[Evidential]

Just respect wuymuns bro. Hard to do, when they don't respect you at all.

This is one of the biggest RAGE fuels for me.
Nobody respects us or wants us, but peaceful euthanasia is not available either. It's a major incentive to go ER.

 

[Evildoer]

This is one of the biggest RAGE fuels for me.
Nobody respects us or wants us, but peaceful euthanasia is not available either. It's a major incentive to go ER.

As i mentioned above in this thread, ER is final retribution. We must perform as many evil things as possible at our best. Modern west should fall either way. Nobody appreciates kindness and intelligence anymore, thus, we shall teach them a lesson.

 

[Evidential]

As i mentioned above in this thread, ER is final retribution. We must perform as many evil things as possible at our best. Modern west should fall either way. Nobody appreciates kindness and intelligence anymore, thus, we shall teach them a lesson.

I agree with going ER on high school bullies

 

[Evildoer]

I agree with going ER on high school bullies

Well, you must find them first. All contacts were lost long time ago.

 

[Robo Sapien]

This was painful to read because I too suffered from thoughts very similar to yours. My thoughts were about world conquest and power, but nevertheless I wanted get even with normshits.

In my experience women will only check neurotype when the guy is average looking or not attractive. When the guy has the genetics she wants, she won't even bother to checking his neurotype.

All of that bullshit about girls seeing your personality is a red herring. Personality only becomes a factor when you're average or below average looking. Women find ways to filter out men they find physically unattractive. I can't begin to tell you the amount of stories we see everyday about handsome guys murdering their girlfriends or children. All of a sudden they COULDN'T SEE HIS PERSONALITY. It's all bullshit tbh.

That being said, my suggestion is that you retreat from this world. There's nothing to gain from being an active participant. I would say work from home, have your food delivered, escorts or sexdolls, and have everything you like doing at home or in an isolated area nearby. I did this and no longer have to suffer the tyranny of normshits.

 

[SwordsmanAlt]

Just respect wuymuns bro. Hard to do, when they don't respect you at all.

Agreed that it's hard. But I also don't CRACE their respect either. They should respect me as a human being and if they don't respect me then fuck 'um. I guess that explains the hermitude though. Pets help.

This was painful to read because I too suffered from thoughts very similar to yours. My thoughts were about world conquest and power, but nevertheless I wanted get even with normshits.

In my experience women will only check neurotype when the guy is average looking or not attractive. When the guy has the genetics she wants, she won't even bother to checking his neurotype.

All of that bullshit about girls seeing your personality is a red herring. Personality only becomes a factor when you're average or below average looking. Women find ways to filter out men they find physically unattractive. I can't begin to tell you the amount of stories we see everyday about handsome guys murdering their girlfriends or children. All of a sudden they COULDN'T SEE HIS PERSONALITY. It's all bullshit tbh.

That being said, my suggestion is that you retreat from this world. There's nothing to gain from being an active participant. I would say work from home, have your food delivered, escorts or sexdolls, and have everything you like doing at home or in an isolated area nearby. I did this and no longer have to suffer the tyranny of normshits.

This is basically what I'm doing.