Experiment Why haven't you killed yourself?

[ishmaelgrenadier416]

Cant get a gun.

 

[Angry]

I waited like 6 hours after taking them I felt sick threw all them shits up my mom found the empty bottle plus she saw the vomit she called an ambulance i was in the psych ward for 2 weeks

is it true that the wards have them hot af anorexic skinny bitches in them? if you was chad youd have threesomes in them

 

[FiveThreeBlackCel]

is it true that the wards have them hot af anorexic skinny bitches in them? if you was chad youd have threesomes in them

Hell nah it was mostly sub 5 niggas some females old fat ones

 

[Angry]

Hell nah it was mostly sub 5 niggas some females old fat ones

brutal they must have em elsewhere

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

it's not trauma to loved ones, i can tell you that much.

 

[rejectedCel.]

I like my life

 

[chudcel]

im so sorry that life led you to that decision. What did you try brothecel

Thanks bro.

I took a shitload of bloodthinners (ramipril), cut deep into my arm (psychosis meant I was able to) then tried to hang myself. I lost consciousness but the belt fell out of the doorframe and I came to on the floor. A neighbour phoned the ambulance, the effects of ramipril are easily counteracted by an antidote.

 

[Angry]

Thanks bro.

I took a shitload of bloodthinners (ramipril), cut deep into my arm (psychosis meant I was able to) then tried to hang myself. I lost consciousness but the belt fell out of the doorframe and I came to on the floor. A neighbour phoned the ambulance, the effects of ramipril are easily counteracted by an antidote.

I wish I was this brave, I am a true subhuman but i am a coward too

 

[chudcel]

I wish I was this brave, I am a true subhuman but i am a coward too

I wasn't brave bro I was psychotic.

 

[Angry]

I wasn't brave bro I was psychotic.

You had the courage to not fear what came next. I only bitch and whine on this forum but take no action. I wish I was brave and confident enough to no longer exist and feel no pain or sadness or anger or nothing. i commend you brocel

 

[chudcel]

You had the courage to not fear what came next. I only bitch and whine on this forum but take no action. I wish I was brave and confident enough to no longer exist and feel no pain or sadness or anger or nothing. i commend you brocel

May you be strong bro, whatever you choose.

 

[niggerrapist5'6]

I'm a coward, almost did it once, stopped at the last moment.

 

[Angry]

May you be strong bro, whatever you choose.

blessings brocel

 

[Angry]

it's not trauma to loved ones, i can tell you that much.

I love my mother and she tells me that me being born was her greatest happiness. but i always tell her, I am the source of your happiness but being born is the source of my greatest suffering.

 

[QC-cel]

I have my steam library to play. Dying doesn't allow me my favorite cope in this world.

 

[Angry]

I have my steam library to play. Dying doesn't allow me my favorite cope in this world.

sounds amazing but im too poor to buy like 4k games

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

I love my mother and she tells me that me being born was her greatest happiness. but i always tell her, I am the source of your happiness but being born is the source of my greatest suffering.

it's easy to say stuff like that, raising you properly is a different thing entirely. the average woman is a schizo that has no idea what she's doing and her munchausen syndrome can lead you all the way to into genital torture for laughs.

 

[Angry]

it's easy to say stuff like that, raising you properly is a different thing entirely. the average woman is a schizo that has no idea what she's doing and her munchausen syndrome can lead you all the way to into genital torture for laughs.

shes more than an angel to me, but i always say it is like having the greatest car with no engine. the inside is destroyed and it can not go forwards. I cant do anything with an upbringing. my problems are beyond labor or adjustment or money or status

 

[Vitaexile]

imagine living a miserable life and right after you rope you get tortured for eternity

 

[Angry]

imagine living a miserable life and right after you rope you get tortured for eternity

brutal

 

[NonNTFailure]

My situation isn’t shit enough.. at least, not yet.

Plus I know my death would absolutely CRUSH the only person who cares about me in this reality; aka my mother.

 

[Angry]

My situation isn’t shit enough.. at least, not yet.

Plus I know my death would absolutely CRUSH the only person who cares about me in this reality; aka my mother.

i hope it never becomes shit enough to do it brocel

 

[NonNTFailure]

i hope it never becomes shit enough to do it brocel

Thanks dude, I hope so too

 

[SupremeFroggy]

I'm still keeping some hope.

 

[Entersocialdemocrat]

If I had to not pick one of these reasons, I'd say the issue is that I can't easily go ER