Experiment Why haven't you killed yourself?

[Angry]

The pain is too much to bear but i fear that it can be worse if reincarnation or hell exists and I cant escape anything after

 

[Angry]

if it wasnt for that i'd be sure and would just jump onto some tracks or infront of a bus

 

[theanty]

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[ESL]

Fear of afterlife and trauma to loved ones, I will reconsider taking my life once they pass away.

 

[Angry]

but why @theanty

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Cause I live to hate

 

[Angry]

Cause I live to hate

give what you were given. i understand but I cant say i want to do it myself

 

[zd60]

i'm coping okay not the greatest but the day is planned anyways

 

[PLS HALP ME]

Imagine suffering your whole life and having hell waiting for you after death.

 

[haqq]

trying to get my life together but lately it's just suffering and more suffering I'll have to resort to killing myself one day

 

[Angry]

Imagine suffering your whole life and having hell waiting for you after death.

And niggas like IT will say good. but they don't understand. They dont see the WHY HOW they just see what is going on at the moment. the IT, hence their name IT

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Cowardice

 

[chudcel]

I tried and failed, now I am heavily medicated. I prefer this to the crushing anxiety, psychosis and depression that made me try to become an hero.

 

[Girraffe_Lyfe]

trying to get my life together but lately it's just suffering and more suffering I'll have to resort to killing myself one day

Ups and downs, take it one step at a time and maybe it’ll get better, you can’t give up

 

[parzival]

Might as well live it out... My existence or non-existence equally doesn't matter

 

[Angry]

I tried and failed, now I am heavily medicated. I prefer this to the crushing anxiety, psychosis and depression that made me try to become an hero.

im so sorry that life led you to that decision. What did you try brothecel

 

[haqq]

maybe it’ll get better

i hope so for all of us

 

[erwawa11]

if it wasnt for that i'd be sure and would just jump onto some tracks or infront of a bus

bro if i had a gun i'd do it immediately but i don't wanna risk living as a vegetable by failing an overdose or by failing to rope

 

[Angry]

bro if i had a gun i'd do it immediately but i don't wanna risk living as a vegetable by failing an overdose or by failing to rope

braver than me friend

 

[Girraffe_Lyfe]

bro if i had a gun i'd do it immediately but i don't wanna risk living as a vegetable by failing an overdose or by failing to rope

There’s guaranteed ways but it’s not something I’d recommend to anyone who isn’t severely disabled to the point that every second is agony.

Mental can get better, circumstances can get better.

 

[NIGGER SISKO]

Imagine suffering your whole life and having hell waiting for you after death.

Yes.

Avoiding the sick, sadistic, unjust and hopelessly unfair psychopathic megalomaniac narcissistic favorites playing Jewish gods sick eternal torture chamber for as long as humanly possible is one of my only reasons as I have never quite been able to shake the childhood brainwashing about its Hell creations existence.

 

[gluttony]

it is tolerable

 

[erwawa11]

There’s guaranteed ways but it’s not something I’d recommend to anyone who isn’t severely disabled to the point that every second is agony.

Mental can get better, circumstances can get better.

it's only been getting worse bro, it's not getting better

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Too scared I'll fuck up and I'm not balding yet

 

[Angry]

it is tolerable

what do you do / have that makes it tolerable

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

I am using anti depressants at the moment. I am in two minds about them. When I'm on them I want to get off them, then when I'm off them I want to get back on them. I suffer either way because of the side effects.

 

[Abgesang]

I live out of spite

 

[UndeadDeadMan]

Other. I got work to do.

 

[Angry]

I am using anti depressants at the moment. I am in two minds about them. When I'm on them I want to get off them, then when I'm off them I want to get back on them. I suffer either way because of the side effects.

what do they even do? i heard they are bullshit. does it really dull sadness?

 

[Abgesang]

it's only been getting worse bro, it's not getting better

How old are you ?

 

[erwawa11]

How old are you ?

not that old compared to some of the people here, only 21, but it's been getting worse ever since i was 13

 

[Alacros_vrail]

Fear of afterlife and trauma to loved ones, I will reconsider taking my life once they pass away.

Yes exactly. Me too

 

[gluttony]

what do you do / have that makes it tolerable

i have games, and users whom i would call friends and i improve anyway i can obviously im short being 5'4 and all but if I'm good at 5'4 i'll be fine.

Obviously that won't attract women tbh but i'd rather not be a stick all the time.

 

[Angry]

Other. I got work to do.

the verse in your sig blackpilled me when I was young. I understand you so much it hurts

 

[Alacros_vrail]

not that old compared to some of the people here, only 21, but it's been getting worse ever since i was 13

Damn. Sounds just like me. I’m 26, and my life did become progressively unhappy starting at age 13-14

 

[Chirag gupta]

Hope that I’ll eventually bump into a loving foid that will not care about my looks and love me for who I am.

Each day that passes this hope dwindles, though

 

[Abgesang]

not that old compared to some of the people here, only 21, but it's been getting worse ever since i was 13

Keep going at least till 25

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

what do they even do? i heard they are bullshit. does it really dull sadness?

Yes they stop you overthinking and reduce OCD symptoms.

 

[Angry]

Hope that I’ll eventually bump into a loving foid that will not care about my looks and love me for who I am.

Each day that passes this hope dwindles, though

may you find a love this pure, this life or the next

 

[erwawa11]

Keep going at least till 25

well i had hope left when i finished highschool, thought maybe college looked promising, but now it's truly over, through and through

 

[Angry]

Yes they stop you overthinking and reduse OCD symptoms.

based, i was on some but they just made me sleepy

 

[Cryo]

Why would i

 

[UndeadDeadMan]

the verse in your sig blackpilled me when I was young. I understand you so much it hurts

(no homo)

 

[FiveThreeBlackCel]

I tried I took 120 sleeping pills

 

[Angry]

I tried I took 120 sleeping pills

bro mustve slept for 2 weeks

 

[rcnfive]

i don't yet have a good way to do it. my life will end with suicide, of that there is no doubt.

 

[Angry]

i don't yet have a good way to do it. my life will end with suicide, of that there is no doubt.

atleast suicide means you control it. better than some shit disease that eats away your body

 

[Autistic Uggo]

A mixture of

trauma to loveones

and

life isn't bad enough yet

I'm checking out as soon as my parents are gone and I can no longer enjoy my copes.

 

[FiveThreeBlackCel]

bro mustve slept for 2 weeks

I waited like 6 hours after taking them I felt sick threw all them shits up my mom found the empty bottle plus she saw the vomit she called an ambulance i was in the psych ward for 2 weeks

 

[Angry]

A mixture of-


and


I'm checking out as soon as my parents are gone and I can no longer enjoy my copes.

might be me aswell. no one else to care about you. fuckkk that