I'm playing Persona 5 right now and the costumes that you can wear in dungeons are bothering me. I don't like how all of them look. When I'm using costumes I don't think look the best I feel like I'm not playing the game to the fullest potential and that bothers me. If I mix and match the ones I like then I am just distracted by how not everyone is matching. I finally downloaded the school uniform costumes and was like finally one that I like, it's just like in Persona 3. But then I started thinking about how it goes opposite to the themes of the game to have them wearing their uniforms in dungeons. Shit like this bothers me often. I feel it's related to my intrusive thoughts. Sometimes I will just see something out in the world and for example imagine getting killed by it in the worst way possible. Am I autistic?
