When I use to see cam girls I remember one telling me the Chad she slept with would relentlessly beat her, slap her face so hard she winced every time she thought he may do it, and spit in her face. I asked her to spit in her hand like how he spits in her face and she said no. Think about that for a second. She was too grossed out to spit her own spit into her own hand, but she let Chad spit straight into her face.
She also said it turned her on that he didnt ask her for permission to do any of that