RealSchizo
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Idk I've barely had fun with alcohol it is shit for me and I hate reducing myself to a pathetic animal I love being in control of things and that means being sober.
I used to have fun with weed before but it used to be with those weed pens. It felt like crack at times and I was addicted but quit because it was raping and hijacking my brain.
In general abusing substances is not fun to me maybe I just hate being even more vulnerable than I already am.
I'd probably abuse some substance but only if I was guaranteed that no one bothered me for the rest of the day because the moment I am forced to socialise while on anything it sucks for me. If my parents found out one day it would ruin me.
There is also the thing where you're having fun with the said drug but it turns into a problem quickly.
I used to have fun with weed before but it used to be with those weed pens. It felt like crack at times and I was addicted but quit because it was raping and hijacking my brain.
In general abusing substances is not fun to me maybe I just hate being even more vulnerable than I already am.
I'd probably abuse some substance but only if I was guaranteed that no one bothered me for the rest of the day because the moment I am forced to socialise while on anything it sucks for me. If my parents found out one day it would ruin me.
There is also the thing where you're having fun with the said drug but it turns into a problem quickly.





