WHY AM I THIS WAY?? WHY DO I FEEL SO HORRIBLE EVERY TIME? WHY?? WHY ME FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUUCK
Serious WHY DO I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED EVERY TIME I INTERACT WITH SOMEONE?
i suppose it makes sense because i was always bullied and ignored and cast out so it makes sense that i am high inhib and insecure. BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO RETHINK EVERY ACTION? WHY DO I FEEL SO HORRIBLE EVERY TIME EVEN IF IT'S A NORMAL FUCKING INTERACTION
I feel like shit because i feel they will kill me at any moment, I truly wish any human will dissapear
if it never gets better it's a consequence of autism or mental illness.
Maybe you have AvPD like me?
same same, interesting
when I tell ppl shit about me, I am terrified later, its like i made myself vulnerable. I am horrified of people, not even as much of what they can do to me, just the people themselves.What made you like this? I think my family made me like this
touch of paranoia perhaps? i feel the same, things I say to people and what they say towards me bothers me in my head especially when I'm half asleep
Same. Every conversation I have with a person get replayed at least once in my head and I can’t help but feel like I’ve embarrassed myself somehow and didn’t act “normal” enough. Autism/antisocial trait.
Tism
it used to be better, i had no social anxiety or anything at all, was confident, that was when i thugmaxxed when i was younger i made a post about it a while ago, but it didn't last long, as my depression worsened i went outside less and less frequently and now im a total subhuman and fucking frightened by everyone and everything, embarrassed by every single thing i do, it doesn't get better
idk
were you bullied?
No. I think it’s genetic though. Because both my mother and sister are also kind of antisocial although to lesser extent
relatable asf couldnt put this feel in words better
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