Blackpill Why do I exist

[qbicus]

I'm clearly not satisfied I'm too retarded to find meaning too brain dead to be fulfilled and create. Too autistic to be charismatic to have a personality. If I were intelligent then it would be an endless chase of fulfillment but being dumb life is so empty and dull. So I'm stuck for what. Why can't God simply remove my existence why does the abrahamic god want to force me to exist against my will.

 

[Destroyed lonely]

To suffer

 

[KillNiggers]

To get mogged.

 

[Fifita]

To fill the pockets of the Jews with my therapy and diabetes medication $

 

[over_for_me]

You‘re secretly God‘s strongest Soldier and he commands you to go to your local Applebees and shoot the costumers there