ghostcell
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- Dec 29, 2017
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i honestly cant take it anymore, EVERY time i have an idea, it gets COMPLETELY destroyed by other people, ever since i was fucking 6 years old.
EVERYTHING i do either gets 0 attention or gets shit on, and why? because i dont look nice
try to go to the gym hardcore for 5 years? ohh nope never mind, u get back issues in ur spine and a ruptured appendix and nearly die and lose everything you ever built up, and even in your best shape, you still look worse than any normie who hits the gym for 3 months
try to join clubs at university? noo, sorry you don't "fit in" with the group so we chose someone else
try to talk to girls? 50+ IRL rejections, 0 numbers, 0 success
try to get a job / internship? 25+ rejections
get tinder? 3 matches since january, 2 unmatched me and one tranny who i havent talked to yet.
learn a musical instrument? play classical piano at concert level for over 15 years and i can play any pop song i like - ZERO attention by ANYONE
learn to make music on my computer? i can remake any popular song out there to 95% accuracy, im not bad at it, but everything i put out gets no more than 50 views. one of my songs literally has 1 play, and that was my own.
try to find a volunteering job abroad? the companies I found ghosted me once i applied to them, i sent 3 emails over weeks but NO REPLY
and then, to make it worse, i get rated 5/10 here? im supposed to believe im not ugly? then there is no other fakecel whose attempts at improving have been more ridiculously denied in the history of this entire website.
AND THE WORST PART?
PEOPLE, WHO DONT UNDERSTAND, THAT THE ONLY REASON THEY HAVE THINGS I DON'T, IS DUE TO LUCK / GENETICS - LECTURE ME ON HOW I SHOULD HANDLE THINGS???
EVERYTHING i do either gets 0 attention or gets shit on, and why? because i dont look nice
try to go to the gym hardcore for 5 years? ohh nope never mind, u get back issues in ur spine and a ruptured appendix and nearly die and lose everything you ever built up, and even in your best shape, you still look worse than any normie who hits the gym for 3 months
try to join clubs at university? noo, sorry you don't "fit in" with the group so we chose someone else
try to talk to girls? 50+ IRL rejections, 0 numbers, 0 success
try to get a job / internship? 25+ rejections
get tinder? 3 matches since january, 2 unmatched me and one tranny who i havent talked to yet.
learn a musical instrument? play classical piano at concert level for over 15 years and i can play any pop song i like - ZERO attention by ANYONE
learn to make music on my computer? i can remake any popular song out there to 95% accuracy, im not bad at it, but everything i put out gets no more than 50 views. one of my songs literally has 1 play, and that was my own.
try to find a volunteering job abroad? the companies I found ghosted me once i applied to them, i sent 3 emails over weeks but NO REPLY
and then, to make it worse, i get rated 5/10 here? im supposed to believe im not ugly? then there is no other fakecel whose attempts at improving have been more ridiculously denied in the history of this entire website.
AND THE WORST PART?
PEOPLE, WHO DONT UNDERSTAND, THAT THE ONLY REASON THEY HAVE THINGS I DON'T, IS DUE TO LUCK / GENETICS - LECTURE ME ON HOW I SHOULD HANDLE THINGS???