When I was still delusional I saw that she wasn't the most attractive foid, and that maybe she'd be willing to give me a chance. So when I tried to approach her she rejected me, later called me disgusting to her friends, and I was mocked and humiliated for it incessantly by many other students. Well among all the other shit I was tormented over, and simply being randomly attacked of course.
That's when I really started to hate people.