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LDAR Who is dreaming of death?

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I am starting to seriously long for the sweet release of death. Ive been watching the TV series "Lucifer" and its making me feel many interesting reflective feelings about life. It raises many questions, and the show is also very blackpilled. Without spoiling it for anyone who may want to watch it, while not the show's central purpose, the show inadvertently reaffirms that youre only desirable, popular and wanted if youre Chad, and Chad is the only one who is important. It also occasionally highlights how ugly people are often terrible, bitter, lonely and violent people.
 
dreaming of death. I AM DEATH, MOTHERFUCKER.
 
Everybody dies in their nightmares
 
I dream of killing those who wronged me then killing myself in a blaze of blood and glory.

I’m too much of a coward to act on these fantasies though.
 
When I worked thinking about death made me genuinely happy. As a NEET it's pretty easy to cope though. Although I had an anxiety attack earlier just because someone knocked on the door so I still have one foot off the edge. I might just kill myself because of some minor inconvenience.
 
I need to find a way to thwart my survival instinct before I start to think about death. Ideally I would die in my sleep but that's wishful thinking.
 
I sometimes dream that I die but I have frequent nightmares that wakes me up in the middle of night terrified. I think every other or third night is a nightmare night:feelsrope:
 
Absolutely! I wish I was dead. I wish I had died earlier. I wish I was never born.

It seems my two preoccupations in life are death and sex. For 2 years I was obsessed with suicide. Literally I would not go by a waking hour without thinking of suicide.

I sometimes dream that I die but I have frequent nightmares that wakes me up in the middle of night terrified. I think every other or third night is a nightmare night:feelsrope:

Some of the best dreams I've had have been suicides. I had a few dreams where a criminal with a gun approached me, and thanks to my indifference to my own life I wrestled the gun away from him. Everyone was so happy and impressed. But then I turned the gun on myself, and shot myself in the head and died. When I awoke I was terribly disappointed I was still alive.

How can anything be better than non-existence?
 
the E D G E
Soy cuck drinking water
 
i cant remember much of my dreams, but i think about death every day
 
There is a cyst growing in the middle of my brain and could get worse in the years to come, so there is no point in me roping if I were to know I was going to die before the age of 50 or 45 I would be happy, so because that I think about it from time to time
 
I dream of going ER daily
 
If im being honest my dreams usually involve time travel or going back as a kid and reliving moments or maybe a god grants me reality shifting powers so i could make all my wants a reality.
but i know all that is fairytale make believe shit. my true and realistic dreams are i honestly wish to die soon. im 30. i cant take being a wageslave for my next 30 years only to retire so i can be at home all day everyday by myself. i cant take it.
i hope i get some type of cancer soon and some foundation grants me a pity fuck before i die so at least i didnt die a pathetic fucking loser virgin
 
last night i had a dream about getting a sloppy blowjob from a hot anime girl with cat ears and long, purple hair under the duvet covers. unfortunately i never got to finish it
 
I dream of never being born in the first place
 

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