Who else wakes up shaking in terror after rehearsing blunders from high school?

[Fontaine]

I'm 25 and high school shame still haunts me. Every social blunder I've made while believing I could be cool wakes me up at night.

It's over for ugly men.

 

[LolZebras]

Once when I was getting out of school, a group of chad bullies tried to rape me when I was 16. I escaped but I don’t think that the I will ever get over getting face humped by some homeless chadlite.

Another time I sang in my talent show and tripped. I got made fun of by my crush and “friends” too. I hated high school.

 

[armis]

Chad wakes up from wet dreams of taking some JB's virginity.

 

[Izayacel]

I'm 25 and high school shame still haunts me. Every social blunder I've made while believing I could be cool wakes me up at night.

It's over for ugly men.

i wanted to be cool too
i once sat in a bus where i was in that education school for my warehouse keeper job like 5 years ago
and dreamed about being aomine daiki, finally being someone

now im here blackpilled then ever
lower inhib
but mental
and not good lookign enough

 

[Haywire]

pretty much all of my years in existence.

 

[Deleted member 8499]

Yeah I've tried being cool and funny, I ended up being weird and a clown.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

Same Fontaine. It is truly horrible. But I take solace in the fact that I am smarter now

 

[Evildoer]

Yeah, i used to have some school nightmares as well.

 

[Izayacel]

Yeah, i used to have some school nightmares as well.[/QUOTEthats how it is

 

[Gigacel]

I left a hole on my wall because I was cringing so hard

 

[JustinSane]

Yes, it replays in my head over and over throughout the years, Even my own thoughts think I'm a pos. I still remember each one, class presentation fails, papers falling out of binder in front of everyone at the bus stop and my mom turns her head in embarrassment, hot foids asking me for something and I stutter, being a doormat, black foids shit-testing me to try and see if i was a virgin. I was such a weirdo, quiet autist.

 

[Izayacel]

Yes, it replays in my head over and over throughout the years, Even my own thoughts think I'm a pos. I still remember each one. I was such a weirdo, quiet autist

you still are

 

[blackcel]

What are your blunders and cringy moments? I always kept to myself in school so my awkward moments are minimized, but I still have a few that I do occasionally remember and cringe. This effect has dimished over the years, though.

First memory is when a hot girl asked me to do some schoolwork with her and I was visibly nervous. She kinda touched her leg against mine (not bragging, it was 100% an accidental brush) and I started shaking uncontrollably from the nervousness. She then thre the "How come you are always so quiet?" line and I said "I-I-I du-dunno" while tring to stop my shaking. I was then silent and proceeded to have the most awkward 5 minutes of my life until she basically gave me permission to leave, lol.

The other moment was when the kids at the lunch table I was eating at basically kicked me out and forced to go sit at the outcast loser table. I don't even know why I ate lunch with those other kids, I think I just sat down at some random table and no one said anything so I kept doing it.

Last one I can remember is when I was an officer in AFJROTC and they gave me a flight to command. I was awkwardly standing in front of them in formation, thinking of wtf I was supposed to do and one girls aid "Hey, blackcel, you are the shit." and then another kid chimed in and said "Yea, piece of shit" and everyone laughed. I think I just dismissed them after that, but of course it was just another reminder that I got absolutely zero respect.

 

[Izayacel]

What are your blunders and cringy moments? I always kept to myself in school so my awkward moments are minimized, but I still have a few that I do occasionally remember and cringe. This effect has dimished over the years, though.

First memory is when a hot girl asked me to do some schoolwork with her and I was visibly nervous. She kinda touched her leg against mine (not bragging, it was 100% an accidental brush) and I started shaking uncontrollably from the nervousness. She then thre the "How come you are always so quiet?" line and I said "I-I-I du-dunno" while tring to stop my shaking. I was then silent and proceeded to have the most awkward 5 minutes of my life until she basically gave me permission to leave, lol.

The other moment was when the kids at the lunch table I was eating at basically kicked me out and forced to go sit at the outcast loser table. I don't even know why I ate lunch with those other kids, I think I just sat down at some random table and no one said anything so I kept doing it.

Last one I can remember is when I was an officer in AFJROTC and they gave me a flight to command. I was awkwardly standing in front of them in formation, thinking of wtf I was supposed to do and one girls aid "Hey, blackcel, you are the shit." and then another kid chimed in and said "Yea, piece of shit" and everyone laughed. I think I just dismissed them after that, but of course it was just another reminder that I got absolutely zero respect.

fck

 

[San Salvador]

i wanted to be cool too
i once sat in a bus where i was in that education school for my warehouse keeper job like 5 years ago
and dreamed about being aomine daiki, finally being someone

now im here blackpilled then ever
lower inhib
but mental
and not good lookign enough

What the fuck is aomine daiki?

 

[Deleted member 5861]

Try being an aspie who went to school with a bunch of turbo extroverts in the ghetto

 

[Getlooksordie]

not so much high school, it´s more the rejections of my PUA days that haunt me.

 

[Jockcel]

For me, the suffering started all the way back in elementary school. Oh boy...

 

[Spite]

I cope by thinking nobody will remember but me

 

[Zyros]

Me. I also never got over the feeling of my friends getting with a girl each on a party while I wss the only alone, in my incel times.

Every friend of mine making out with a girl they just met but me at a party.I was alone sippikg my drink while they all kissed at the same time. I still get some PTSD like shit episodes with it nowadays.