Twist of cain
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- Mar 21, 2021
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I just moved, finally from my home town, better late than never, and decided to have a look at a gym, which is only a street or 2 away from where I'm staying so it's quite convenient, I decided il try putting on what weight I can after losing it and I might as well do what I can to try getting in as best shape as my busted up body will let me so I figured I'd see if I could handle doing a bit of physical exercise or lifting again.. just signed up now feel like a fcking deer caught in the headlights.. I'm too embarrassed, I wish there wasn't any people around me, havn't even gotten to the lifting yet. And now I remember what made me put off the gym in the first place. The damn females... How can I try to feel confident about trying to improve what I can when these contemptressess walk around in stretchy cotton pants that look like they've been painted on... I hate this.. I feel like I'm in a porno only the females don't wanna bang and instead hate the guy (me) I just want to get up and leave .. fck this... who else feels awkward at gyms, let alone having to put up with the females doing graphic movements