Discussion Who do you love most?

[D. B. Gooner]

Answer this - What person do you love the most in this world? Is it a parent, a friend, yourself?

I just thought about this and I'm not particularly close to anyone. I do care about my family and wish I could connect with them more, but it just doesn't work. It's not what I imagine unconditional love feels like.

The person I probably love most is my idea of an ideal woman who only exists in my mind. I daydream about being with her often while cuddling a pillow, I make up scenarios where I comfort her after she gets bullied, I go through our whole life story within one session, from meeting in elementary school, having intercourse for the first time, having a child... I am a complete loser. I am essentially simping for an idea in my head. I'm having a particularly lonely day, it's cloudy and the lack of sun makes me depressed, so I'm kind of just typing whatever is on my mind right now even if I'm perceived as a complete faggot on here because of it.

Aside from my imaginary girlfriend, I guess I love myself the most? I don't hate myself, I'm just disappointed in how things turned out for me.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

myself

 

[AsakangaHalo]

my crush from highschool

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

my crush from highschool

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

Idk i wouldn’t say myself i fucked up my health both physical and mental wise and I don’t really talk to my family members at all so idk atp

 

[guessthatsit]

my crush from highschool

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

my crush from highschool

Over for oneitiscels

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Idk i wouldn’t say myself i fucked up my health both physical and mental wise and I don’t really talk to my family members at all so idk atp

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvM1jlXdQ6U&ab_channel=spriteuser000

 

[IRLJamie]

I dont think i love myself, i dont even know what this cheesy ass sounding phrase would mean

Also i dont have friends, so maybe my parents? Nah, i have a bad relationship with them. I talk the less i can with them since the generational gap so big they cant help me. They take care of me in a boomer way but there is no deep relationship. They just support me economically and with food. They do their best but my capacity to love been people has been fucked up

So i dont love anything

 

[tulasdanslos]

The phenomenon of the imaginary gf is described as "anima" by Carl Jung.

My anima is called Erika. She is a 10/10 blue eyed blonde. She is 1,70 m tall so she sports some long legs. Kind, sensitive and attentive to details, she acts demure and dresses like an early 20th century girl would. Whenever I'm having a particularly bad day, I imagine resting my head on her lap as she caresses my head and plays with my hair. After leaving the cinema alone, I rehearse in my head what she would think of the film I just watched. For example, for Attack on Titan: The Last Attack, she was rendered speechless by the cumulative bad decisions in regards to plot that soured her experience completely.

I have never even tried to draw her, first because I suck at drawing but second because I'm scared someone will see her and draw disgusting niggers having sex with her while I cry in a corner stroking my tiny pp at how they ravage her body with their Pringles can sized phalli. I love Erika with all my heart and if I saw her getting defiled like that and enjoying it right in front of me as a zesty nigger that ocasionally licks my beard forces my eyes open and my head turned towards the scene, I wouldn't know what to do.

Other than setting up a livestream and roping. I can just imagine the act vividly and I want to cry. "Kevin!" she reaches out her hand to me after the band of afros is done with her. I am still being accosted by the Homo erectus with sugar on the tank. I extend my right arm. She begins sobbing. "I didn't mean it!" she shouts. I begin seeing red. I stand up from the beta male chair, but the buck is unassumingly strong and he pushes me back into it. The alpha males make their way to the exit, but one of them stays behind. He says: "Ayo Mexican boy, you better not call the popo if you want the best weed this side of the pond". He sarcastically pats my back right before leaving. The gay nigger blows me a kiss and leaves me to commiserate with... her.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

The phenomenon of the imaginary gf is described as "anima" by Carl Jung.

My anima is called Erika. She is a 10/10 blue eyed blonde. She is 1,70 m tall so she sports some long legs. Kind, sensitive and attentive to details, she acts demure and dresses like an early 20th century girl would. Whenever I'm having a particularly bad day, I imagine resting my head on her lap as she caresses my head and plays with my hair. After leaving the cinema alone, I rehearse in my head what she would think of the film I just watched. For example, for Attack on Titan: The Last Attack, she was rendered speechless by the cumulative bad decisions in regards to plot that soured her experience completely.

I have never even tried to draw her, first because I suck at drawing but second because I'm scared someone will see her and draw disgusting niggers having sex with her while I cry in a corner stroking my tiny pp at how they ravage her body with their Pringles can sized phalli. I love Erika with all my heart and if I saw her getting defiled like that and enjoying it right in front of me as a zesty nigger that ocasionally licks my beard forces my eyes open and my head turned towards the scene, I wouldn't know what to do.

Other than setting up a livestream and roping. I can just imagine the act vividly and I want to cry. "Kevin!" she reaches out her hand to me after the band of afros is done with her. I am still being accosted by the Homo erectus with sugar on the tank. I extend my right arm. She begins sobbing. "I didn't mean it!" she shouts. I begin seeing red. I stand up from the beta male chair, but the buck is unassumingly strong and he pushes me back into it. The alpha males make their way to the exit, but one of them stays behind. He says: "Ayo Mexican boy, you better not call the popo if you want the best weed this side of the pond". He sarcastically pats my back right before leaving. The gay nigger blows me a kiss and leaves me to commiserate with... her.

Yeah I've heard of the anima concept. Is Jung and psychology in general worth studying or is it a waste of time (it's definitely a cope just don't know how strong of a cope it is). Don't know how you could get cucked in your own mind, aren't you projecting an ideal version of her, I think that makes you a cuckold. Maybe I'm falling for bait idk.

 

[tulasdanslos]

Yeah I've heard of the anima concept. Is Jung and psychology in general worth studying or is it a waste of time (it's definitely a cope just don't know how strong of a cope it is). Don't know how you could get cucked in your own mind, aren't you projecting an ideal version of her, I think that makes you a cuckold. Maybe I'm falling for bait idk.

Damn dude, you said the quiet part out loud.

Oh well, maybe some less informed guy will still react to my little... how to describe it... writing exercise.

 

[Friezacel]

I guess i love my grandparents the most, even though im angry at them for spreading their subhuman genes

 

[JKlancecaster069]

I don't have any friends and have never been close with my parents or anyone in my family so I would answer with myself.

 

[WeirdPanda]

Idk I fall in love pretty easily.

I still yearn for a soulmate.