Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Weird question, but I am curious about what you guys think.
Personally I blame myself. I like to believe that my looks weren't that bad, and they really weren't horrible. Realistically I was a 4 or a 4.5 for most of my life. But I'm fucked in the head, I'm an undiagnosed aspie, bipolar, been depressed for more than a decade, avoidant personality disoder (I definitely have this).
My looks deteriorated as a result of my utter lack of care for myself and self-destructive behavior. I'm balding hard now, still have acne at 26, thick glasses, skinny armed framecel with a fat belly and butt. Fucked heart and fucked pancreas because of my alcoholism years ago. Thankfully it stopped cause I fucked my health up so much I can't even drink any more. Many of these are a result of my own lack of care or discipline.
My looks deteriorated as a result of my utter lack of care for myself and self-destructive behavior. I'm balding hard now, still have acne at 26, thick glasses, skinny armed framecel with a fat belly and butt. Fucked heart and fucked pancreas because of my alcoholism years ago. Thankfully it stopped cause I fucked my health up so much I can't even drink any more. Many of these are a result of my own lack of care or discipline.
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