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To the point: Whitecels, how do you feel knowing your women are the most sexualised and degenerate, even now that they are exclusively associated with the dog-pill? Don’t you feel a sense of trauma and shame?
When I was 10-11 years old, a classmate visited my home when my family was away. He introduced me to the dirty Babestation channels on Sky Box, channels ranging from 900-999 — UKcels should know this. I was advised to tune in from 11 p.m. as that’s when it starts to become raunchy.
All the female performers were white. I was consumed by what I was watching. At that age, jerking off was a foreign concept, leaving me unsure of how to process such content. Despite recognizing its unhealthiness, I found myself drawn to it, akin to the addiction of junk food.
Similar to Elliot Rodger, I was a little shocked by the behavior of these women, as it was a stark contrast to the dignified demeanour of the hijabis in my family and my white female teachers at school, whom I respected as authority figures. Seeing women behave in such a manner was truly jarring.
When I became a teenager, I realized I was only jerking off to white bitches. This prompted me to question why I hadn't considered videos featuring women from my own ethnicity. I didn’t realise it was a fail-safe from experiencing trauma.
I searched the internet which only yielded subpar amateur videos with abysmal 360p video quality. After finally stumbling upon a somewhat decent video, I watched it with a mix of anticipation and apprehension.
However, as I did, a sense of discomfort quickly overcame me. While I found the female performer in the video physically appealing, their close resemblance to my female relatives stirred within me a cocktail of negative emotions: sadness, anger, and disgust. Watching her felt like indirectly committing incest. I quickly closed the video, and shut my laptop.
I felt very distraught afterwards. I began to feel as though I had been possessed by a dark entity, and felt the urge to dissociate from my female relatives. Thankfully, this sensation didn't linger and dissipated rather swiftly.
From that day I vowed never again to search for such videos. The reason why I have no problem with white females acting like degenerates is because they look nothing like the women from my ethnicity nor do they share the same temperament and sensibilities.
When I was 10-11 years old, a classmate visited my home when my family was away. He introduced me to the dirty Babestation channels on Sky Box, channels ranging from 900-999 — UKcels should know this. I was advised to tune in from 11 p.m. as that’s when it starts to become raunchy.
All the female performers were white. I was consumed by what I was watching. At that age, jerking off was a foreign concept, leaving me unsure of how to process such content.
Despite recognizing its unhealthiness, I found myself drawn to it, akin to the addiction of junk food.Similar to Elliot Rodger, I was a little shocked by the behavior of these women,
as it was a stark contrast to the dignified demeanour of the hijabis in my family and my white female teachers at school, whom I respected as authority figures. Seeing women behave in such a manner was truly jarring.When I became a teenager, I realized I was only jerking off to white bitches. This prompted me to question why I hadn't considered videos featuring women from my own ethnicity. I didn’t realise it was a fail-safe from experiencing trauma.
I searched the internet which only yielded subpar amateur videos with abysmal 360p video quality. After finally stumbling upon a somewhat decent video, I watched it with a mix of anticipation and apprehension.
However, as I did, a sense of discomfort quickly overcame me. While I found the female performer in the video physically appealing, their close resemblance to my female relatives stirred within me a cocktail of negative emotions: sadness, anger, and disgust.
Watching her felt like indirectly committing incest. I quickly closed the video, and shut my laptop. I felt very distraught afterwards. I began to feel as though I had been possessed by a dark entity, and felt the urge to dissociate from my female relatives. Thankfully, this sensation didn't linger and dissipated rather swiftly.
From that day I vowed never again to search for such videos. The reason why I have no problem with white females acting like degenerates is because they look nothing like the women from my ethnicity nor do they share the same temperament and sensibilities.
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