Venting when you're ugly and ND, people will make fun of you for literally anything you do.

[Coyote Cooch]

I can't stop thinking about this dumb thing that happened at work yesterday. we had to cover some computers with this fabric tarp but since one of my dumb foid coworkers hadn't washed it properly, it was all misshapen and wasn't fitting over our stuff. so all I said was "oh, it's warped" and showed them how one corner of the fabric was all wonky... and the three of them just started laughing and saying shit like "warped???" and "I've never heard someone use that word in that way before hahahaha"

I was so taken off guard by their reaction that I could feel my face heating up and becoming completely red from embarassment, and then I just stopped talking for the rest of the endeavor. I kept thinking over and over in my head if I used the wrong word, or if that's actually an uncommon word, and if it was really worth laughing at. at first I just assumed I was wrong for saying "warped" because when people laugh at the way I talk or do things, I assume it's because I'm being an autistic fucking loser.

I thought about it the whole way home and all last night after my shift. I know that's stupid but whatever. and this morning I realized I didn't say anything wrong or even weird. they're just stupid fucking foids who don't know basic english words and will do anything to make me feel ugly and "othered" even in the most normal situations. there's just nothing I can fucking do right in their eyes. they will make sure I always feel less than.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

they're just retarded fags

 

[Coyote Cooch]

they're just retarded fags

so many people treat me like this and I only started questioning how valid they were for it recently.. I wish there weren't so many 'retarded fags' everywhere around me at all times.

 

[WastedPotential]

I can't stop thinking about this dumb thing that happened at work yesterday. we had to cover some computers with this fabric tarp but since one of my dumb foid coworkers hadn't washed it properly, it was all misshapen and wasn't fitting over our stuff. so all I said was "oh, it's warped" and showed them how one corner of the fabric was all wonky... and the three of them just started laughing and saying shit like "warped???" and "I've never heard someone use that word in that way before hahahaha"

I was so taken off guard by their reaction that I could feel my face heating up and becoming completely red from embarassment, and then I just stopped talking for the rest of the endeavor. I kept thinking over and over in my head if I used the wrong word, or if that's actually an uncommon word, and if it was really worth laughing at. at first I just assumed I was wrong for saying "warped" because when people laugh at the way I talk or do things, I assume it's because I'm being an autistic fucking loser.

I thought about it the whole way home and all last night after my shift. I know that's stupid but whatever. and this morning I realized I didn't say anything wrong or even weird. they're just stupid fucking foids who don't know basic english words and will do anything to make me feel ugly and "othered" even in the most normal situations. there's just nothing I can fucking do right in their eyes. they will make sure I always feel less than.

can relate,

everything we do is 'cringy'
you've seen it a million times, but literally this:

 

[Coyote Cooch]

can relate,

everything we do is 'cringy'
you've seen it a million times, but literally this:
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yep, but even worse because it happens even if we aren't saying anything remotely inappropriate, just being totally fucking normal.

 

[WastedPotential]

yep, but even worse because it happens even if we aren't saying anything remotely inappropriate, just being totally fucking normal.

yes I know, it's fucked. To them we're just freaks

 

[MoroccanFarmer]

everything we do is 'cringy'

Its bc of our neurodivergency more than looks. Sub5 NTs are not getting railed as much, i would say they are treated like average HTN/Chadlite ND. In group of people or just in public ur neuroticism decide if u are gonna get bullied or not in most cases.

 

[ItsOverMan]

In group of people or just in public ur neuroticism decide if u are gonna get bullied or not in most cases.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Its bc of our neurodivergency more than looks. Sub5 NTs are not getting railed as much, i would say they are treated like average HTN/Chadlite ND. In group of people or just in public ur neuroticism decide if u are gonna get bullied or not in most cases.

agreed. as soon as people realize you're ND they view you like a different species, where everything you say and do is nonsense by default. we don't apply to the real world to them. we're not human to them. we're just a walking circus.

 

[MoroccanFarmer]

yep, but even worse because it happens even if we aren't saying anything remotely inappropriate, just being totally fucking normal.

They see ur so called "ND stare", ur clumsy movements, awkwardness, even though u "mask" and try to behave like normal person, they still see ur neurodivergence.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

They see ur so called "ND stare", ur clumsy movements, awkwardness, even though u "mask" and try to behave like normal person, they still see ur neurodivergence.

no mask for your ND

 

[MoroccanFarmer]

agreed. as soon as people realize you're ND they view you like a different species, where everything you say and do is nonsense by default. we don't apply to the real world to them. we're not human to them. we're just a walking circus.

I knew a guy that was 6ft5 or 6ft6 in highschool, yes he looked like a sub5 facially, but definitely not deformed, he was ND and shy, everyone were drugging their nuts on him.

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Ugly spergs can't do anything right. Our behavior, mannerisms and physical characteristics are innately repulsive to normies.

They don't see us as humans. We might as well be aliens or robots.

 

[Neurotic]

You did nothing wrong, fuck those normfags

 

[INVERTER]

If you're the type of person whose face turns red, you're the type of person they laugh at. Sociopaths (most people are sociopaths on some level IMO) just get excited by others suffering. Story of my life

 

[Coyote Cooch]

I knew a guy that was 6ft5 or 6ft6 in highschool, yes he looked like a sub5 facially, but definitely not deformed, he was ND and shy, everyone were drugging their nuts on him.

it's really like this and a lot of people on this forum unfortunately don't want to hear it or believe it. I'm not quite that tall, but I am considered tall. but since I have a horfficially ugly face, autistic as hell, and have an awkward skeletal body, I am treated like dirt. foids never talk to me unless it's to humiliate me. I am in my 30s and have never been touched. there's no height for your face or autism.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

We might as well be aliens or robots.

yes, exactly, I constantly feel like an alien around them.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

You did nothing wrong, fuck those normfags

thank you brother.

 

[Rapistcel]

I can't stop thinking about this dumb thing that happened at work yesterday. we had to cover some computers with this fabric tarp but since one of my dumb foid coworkers hadn't washed it properly, it was all misshapen and wasn't fitting over our stuff. so all I said was "oh, it's warped" and showed them how one corner of the fabric was all wonky... and the three of them just started laughing and saying shit like "warped???" and "I've never heard someone use that word in that way before hahahaha"

I was so taken off guard by their reaction that I could feel my face heating up and becoming completely red from embarassment, and then I just stopped talking for the rest of the endeavor. I kept thinking over and over in my head if I used the wrong word, or if that's actually an uncommon word, and if it was really worth laughing at. at first I just assumed I was wrong for saying "warped" because when people laugh at the way I talk or do things, I assume it's because I'm being an autistic fucking loser.

I thought about it the whole way home and all last night after my shift. I know that's stupid but whatever. and this morning I realized I didn't say anything wrong or even weird. they're just stupid fucking foids who don't know basic english words and will do anything to make me feel ugly and "othered" even in the most normal situations. there's just nothing I can fucking do right in their eyes. they will make sure I always feel less than.

Good thread, if a Chad does the same thing, it is perceived in a positive way.

 

[Rapistcel]

Good thread, if a Chad does the same thing, it is perceived in a positive way.

Jestermaxxing is a good example of this.
Funny chad: people laugh with him.
Funny ugly: people laugh at him.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

If you're the type of person whose face turns red, you're the type of person they laugh at. Sociopaths (most people are sociopaths on some level IMO) just get excited by others suffering. Story of my life

I agree that most people are sociopaths or at least have notable sociopathic traits, no doubt. and my face turning red really is the worse. it highlights how ugly I am and gives people more fuel to make fun of me. like "oh look how embarrassed he is" and shit like that. it never ends.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Jestermaxxing is a good example of this.
Funny chad: people laugh with him.
Funny ugly: people laugh at him.

yeah, exactly. you can say the exact same thing, the exact same way, but for ugly/ND men it's only funny in the sense that they see you as a cringe spectacle.

 

[Rapistcel]

yeah, exactly. you can say the exact same thing, the exact same way, but for ugly/ND men it's only funny in the sense that they see you as a cringe spectacle.

Completely, that's why I always give the advice of being all serious you can if you are ugly, it's better been seeing as boring than a clown that everyone makes fun of.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Completely, that's why I always give the advice of being all serious you can if you are ugly, it's better been seeing as boring than a clown that everyone makes fun of.

agreed. I wish I could NEET or at least get a job where I don't even have to talk to people. just avoid any risk of being humiliated at all.

 

[No escape]

Its bc of our neurodivergency more than looks. Sub5 NTs are not getting railed as much, i would say they are treated like average HTN/Chadlite ND. In group of people or just in public ur neuroticism decide if u are gonna get bullied or not in most cases.

 

[senegambianbro]

we will never be accepted by those retards, they think of us ND people as subhuman just because of the way we are

 

[Dr. Brug]

Better not talk to foids as an ugly man