Experiment When you learned about the blackpill did you get angry or just depressed and sad?

[Eugenicist]

For me it was pure anger. But I learned how to contorl that anger. In my opinion if you are not in pure serenity form finding positivity after rage then you are not in a good state of mind .Everoyne should be downbeat form having the negative reality, and try to find a careful/ optimistic positivity in the situation. That's why people should go from blackpill to redpilll and always keep redpill collectedness with you to ensure the blackpill doesn't claim you.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

depressed, then it turned into anger. At first I just blamed myself and thought it was wrong to hate foids. As soon as I dove in deeper, that changed.

 

[Eugenicist]

depressed, then it turned into anger. At first I just blamed myself and thought it was wrong to hate foids. As soon as I dove in deeper, that changed.

I am entitled so anger came first.

 

[Insomniac]

anger > depression > apathy

became more subdued as time progressed

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I am entitled so anger came first.

I started being angry like after 3 months

 

[FrameCell]

It’s not our fault we were born into a defective body.

We have no control over the quality of our dating life...

This life feels like a prank or something, because I just don’t understand what I did to deserve this...

Thugs and low IQ bad boys around me who put ZERO EFFORT are getting so many prime foids... it’s not even infuriating anymore. It literally feels like this reality is fake...

 

[Deleted member 14805]

All of the above, plus suicidal, but eventually accepted and now I'm apathetic about it.

 

[Bangkok or bust]

It was knowing that i had a bleak future. I am grounded by bone law, hair law and other looks laws as well as non-looks laws such as status and men pushed to date down in looks. Depression more than anger was what I felt.

The redpill experiments I did with Chad socks on dating sites way back in 2001 were what caused anger. I just didn't want it to be true that slim, prime, yet plain-looking women were only letteing Chads in the door while shutting it firmly in average guys/looksmatches faces. It felt so holistically unfair, because us guys love looksmatches and would love to date them yet women treat average men mean. It was the female lies and the lies of society that angered me (that I had succumbed to in my blue pill days), but I'd wish I'd known it at age 15/16 rather than the 23/24yo I was in 2001. Would of saved years and would of got my looksmaxxing in between 16-18 before going to university (HGH, Test, weights, roids). Would of worked on being more extrovert than introvert. I dropped out of uni due to my looks and bullying cos of my looks and I messed up my life because of it. (I ended up NEET, lack of motivation, minor criminal conviction and bascially flushed away all my twenties and early 30's being a recluse)

 

[Deleted member 8206]

All of the above, plus suicidal, but eventually accepted and now I'm apathetic about it.

i want to see angry,black weebcel irl it would be scary

 

[OmniVoid]

I already knew I was trash before I discovered it but learning more about evolution and sex and then the blackpill solidified my self-perception. It never began for me. Now I just slug through life, preparing to ultimately blow my brains out.

 

[ihaveno1]

made me even more depressed then what i was and i was always blackpilled to some extent before even learning about what it was really called

 

[Mainländer]

At first I laughed because I thought FACEandLMS's videos were funny. Then I got pretty sad and despondent. Now it's a mix of laughing, feeling sad and despondent and feeling rage and anger.

 

[tooth monster]

Apathy, I already knew it was over before I found the "black pill".

 

[Anoncel123]

I always knew that it was over for me because of the loneliness and exclusion that I lived since middle school, but at least I had some hope to change my life, somehow. Knowing the blackpill destroyed any hope that I have and only confirmed my suspicions about my inceldom state, bringing hours of depression and suicidal thoughts that remains until now.

 

[Smallondick]

anger > depression > apathy

 

[Incel801]

Angry at myself for trying so long..

 

[Ghost]

because I just don’t understand what I did to deserve this...

Bad karma in a past life... You were probably a really bad person...

 

[VincentVanCope]

 

[GeneticFilth]

It was knowing that i had a bleak future. I am grounded by bone law, hair law and other looks laws as well as non-looks laws such as status and men pushed to date down in looks. Depression more than anger was what I felt.

The redpill experiments I did with Chad socks on dating sites way back in 2001 were what caused anger. I just didn't want it to be true that slim, prime, yet plain-looking women were only letteing Chads in the door while shutting it firmly in average guys/looksmatches faces. It felt so holistically unfair, because us guys love looksmatches and would love to date them yet women treat average men mean. It was the female lies and the lies of society that angered me (that I had succumbed to in my blue pill days), but I'd wish I'd known it at age 15/16 rather than the 23/24yo I was in 2001. Would of saved years and would of got my looksmaxxing in between 16-18 before going to university (HGH, Test, weights, roids). Would of worked on being more extrovert than introvert. I dropped out of uni due to my looks and bullying cos of my looks and I messed up my life because of it. (I ended up NEET, lack of motivation, minor criminal conviction and bascially flushed away all my twenties and early 30's being a recluse)

Bullying ends after high school

 

[Bangkok or bust]

Bullying ends after high school

Lol. My worst years for being bullied were 19-21. Student accomodation and working in a grocery store as a twink-looking heterosexual with arrested development makes you a soft target in those places.

 

[GeneticFilth]

Lol. My worst years for being bullied were 19-21. Student accomodation and working in a grocery store as a twink-looking heterosexual with arrested development makes you a soft target in those places.

Yeah, at least after highschool you can rot at home and you're not shamed for not having a job. In college with student accommodation you have to live with your bullies then it's a low end part time job where you have to be around others and that never goes well for a subhuman that isn't an ogre.

 

[Deleted member 1039]

I dont really even remember. At this point I dont really even care that much, it is what it is.

 

[Sadness]

depressed, then it turned into anger.

 

[456C6C696F74]

Nihilistic acceptance.

 

[Michael15651]

I was just accepting things for how it was. I was most angry during red pill rage.

 

[BlackPilledKira]

Extreme depression at first, watching my bluepilled fantasies shatter and crumble in front of my eyes was brutal.

Over time the apathy and sadness transformed into anger when i realised that my genetics are not my fault and i never deserved to be treated like shit. This made it much easier to cope as i vowed to live my life in spite of others and not take the world seriously whatsoever, surprisingly i feel much better now.

 

[GameDevCel]

both

 

[Deleted member 14430]

I suffered from blackpill rage pretty bad. I already dealt with sadness a depression beforehand for things other than inceldom.

 

[virgin4life]

Both

 

[Wonder]

The anger went away pretty quickly. At first I felt liberated, as I finally had evidence that my loneliness was not my own fault. Then it dawned on me: that's actually the problem. There's nothing I can do and I will die alone.

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

Depression and hopelessness first but then as the time passed it turned mostly into anger.